Hey guys, well I can't sleep and i've been thinking about a lot of shit tonight. Like today, I have a really close friend that I really never knew much of his life today. Honestly this affected me so much but I was really high and forgot about it 5 minutes later. My friend literally told me in 8th grade, he tried to kill himself. He is a completely real, so happy, awesome guy. He said god literally wanted him to stay here, he said one night he was just so down and his parents were fighting and he just couldn't take it, he said he put a gun to his head, and he said he pulled the trigger, and the gun jammed.
Like seriously in all honestly, I believe my friend when he told me this story, what would you gain in life from lying and he is one of the realest most generous people I have ever met in my life. It just makes me think, like what are the chances of that literally happened. It makes me almost believe in god and that he wanted my friend to stay on this planet because he was worth more than that. After that night, he turned his life around, perfect grades, made all kinds of friends, and he said he smoked weed everyday and it literally was the only reason he was happy. He has never had a thought like that since.
To me this story dude, its deep. I just wanna hear some input lol
Like seriously in all honestly, I believe my friend when he told me this story, what would you gain in life from lying and he is one of the realest most generous people I have ever met in my life. It just makes me think, like what are the chances of that literally happened. It makes me almost believe in god and that he wanted my friend to stay on this planet because he was worth more than that. After that night, he turned his life around, perfect grades, made all kinds of friends, and he said he smoked weed everyday and it literally was the only reason he was happy. He has never had a thought like that since.
To me this story dude, its deep. I just wanna hear some input lol









































