I doubt we'll ever become besties and I'm more than certain than my appearance on my occasions distress you more than it cherishes you I do hope that's all that remains of it, rather than leaving a vendetta. You're a guy with a very strong opinion and if you don't mind me saying, I also do believe you're having a hard time taking negative feedback that requires you to change, aswell as I do believe you don't like admitting to being at fault - but I guess that's a courtesy of being an administrator, since I've seen more admins do so. Regardless your dedication to Richard is very much admirable and hopefully very much appreciated by him - as it should be. When he's not around, you usually are and even yesterday when people told you that "Sythe was broken" you basically fell out of bed just to realise Richard himself was considered broken while he was on his rampage about racism.
I can't change who you are, neither do I want to, but please do try to remain open for any and all feedback - even when you consider them to be wrong, they might still be right.