Feeling Suicidal Ever Since My Sythe Ban

Not Sure What To Do With My Miserable Life (If You Can Even Call It That)
I've Looked Inwards And Begun A Reformation Process Beginning With Quitting All Mind Altering Substances Such As Alcohol And Other Recreational Drugs.

My Question Is How Do I Transition Into The Next Stage Of My Personhood. A More Mature Me. My Ultimate Goal Being To Pardon In A Few Months After Demonstrating True Reformation.

 

May I ask what you got banned for?

 

Feeling Suicidal Ever Since My Sythe Ban

I posted n4n0's nudes in a private discord for a second and deleted it and @Grave vindictively screenshotted it to use when I hurt his feelings a few weeks later

 

who is this firstly, so i can get an understanding of who this is.

sythe is not your life, move on. it really isn't hard, just transition to powerbot, rune-server, playerauctions, etc.

 

@b1b

 

Assuming this is real - just do something else with your life. I was quite addicted to this site some years back (not to the level of suicidal when I got banned etc), but enough to have me waste days (weeks?) of my life away just staring at the forums and doing generally nothing.

If you're feeling suicidal - that's no way to feel about a website dude, turn your PC off and spend some time in the real world, when was the last time you picked up a good book to read?

 

You actually reverse linked it in the spam forum.


If you are feeling suicidal please read this important thread:
Feeling upset, depressed, angry, suicidal? Useful links and numbers.
It's important to know you should never feel alone and there will be people that can help you.

 

The first step in appealing any pardon is making up for whatever you were banned for, and or apologizing to who you wronged. So i guess say sorry and talk to n4n0 and see if he can do anything.

and for any suicidal thoughts in the meantime just get a new hobby, try a new game or other forums maybe?

 

Gotta stop the gambling man. I just got off a 9 month streak of heavy drinking, cocaine and bad decisions. I noticed the gambling always comes along next in line.

Assuming this isn't a troll post, I know you're heavy into gambling.

 

Not sure if troll, but if serious you need to reevaluate your life. Find a hobby, go to the gym and lift your stress out.