Ehh, I think I need help before I ruin it.

Well, She's mad because she thinks what you're doing is selfish. She really does care and probably feels like she is losing you. She doesn't want anyone else bothering her about it, that's bad. The best thing you can do is write her a well thought out E-Mail or Myspace mail telling her you are sorry for being selfish, and maybe tell her whats on your chest. Next time, don't say something like that until you tell her how you are feeling first. Ex. "I am not feeling too good today because", and she will probably help you with that. She doesn't want to be bothered with you telling her you are going to commit suicide (even if you are serious or not) because it will just make her cry and be confused, or maybe thats what she thinks you want out of her and she wont. Good luck.

 

well i say she really likes u a lot and took it very seriously that you wanted to commit suicide, anyways, she probably knew you enough for all i know that if she weren't to talk to you you weren't going to do it, maybe u saw it as a negative way, but she was intelligent enough, to realize that if she was extremly mad like hanging up the fone then you wouldn't do it until u got everything straight, which she doesn't want to because she doesn't want u to commit suicide. JUST MY OPINION.

 

Sucks that you had suicidal thoughts =| I hope life is better for ya now