Hi,
I don't really like maken myself centre of attention, I really don't like to express my feelings, But idk what else to do. I currently go to College, It started of well was enjoying my course and loved meeting new people, About 3/4 Months ago I was targeted for reasons I don't understand and it's only gotten worse, I now tend to try to skip college as much as possible, When I am actually at college I get called names, Punched and things thrown at me mostly all the time while I am at college, I am very depressed and lonely I spend more time crying then anything, My mum and dad think I am lazy and not caring bout my future, I have literally no friends, I spend most of my time alone and too scared to leave the house just incase, I suffer from suicidal thoughts most of the time, To try help me I've tried to do a runescape service to make me feel like someone needs me It has worked abit, I have College tomorrow and I really don't want to go I literally hate going. This is the first time I have really said or told anyone about it, But if anyone else suffers from these matters please message me as it's very upsetting no-one should have the right to single another person out and make them feel that sucide is there only option. I am really sorry for the essay just abit lonely scared and upset and have no clue what to do.
Thank you for listening.
I don't really like maken myself centre of attention, I really don't like to express my feelings, But idk what else to do. I currently go to College, It started of well was enjoying my course and loved meeting new people, About 3/4 Months ago I was targeted for reasons I don't understand and it's only gotten worse, I now tend to try to skip college as much as possible, When I am actually at college I get called names, Punched and things thrown at me mostly all the time while I am at college, I am very depressed and lonely I spend more time crying then anything, My mum and dad think I am lazy and not caring bout my future, I have literally no friends, I spend most of my time alone and too scared to leave the house just incase, I suffer from suicidal thoughts most of the time, To try help me I've tried to do a runescape service to make me feel like someone needs me It has worked abit, I have College tomorrow and I really don't want to go I literally hate going. This is the first time I have really said or told anyone about it, But if anyone else suffers from these matters please message me as it's very upsetting no-one should have the right to single another person out and make them feel that sucide is there only option. I am really sorry for the essay just abit lonely scared and upset and have no clue what to do.
Thank you for listening.
