@Yellow_Hat_OSRS_Services My sincerest condolences, I'd like to share with you and anyone who needs to hear this a quote from my favorite poet.
“Even in our sleep, pain which cannot forget falls drop by drop upon the heart until, in our own despair, against our will, comes wisdom through the awful grace of God.”
― Aeschylus
Never surrender to your circumstance your dreams are bigger than your circumstance.
I would also like to share this video as well as a link to mental health support site 7cups.com it is a great resource.
God Bless,
Joshi
So sorry to here that. I'm glad you're using the forum to share your emotional experience. Any avenue to release your thoughts and feelings is a good thing. I can't say that everything is going to be fine with you and your family but I surely hope that you consider living more for your brother.