Sorry for your loss buddy, never even noticed you had posted this to be fair you should of said something.
I was actually typing up something like this last week as you know yourself my brother tried to overdose himself last week.
I would like to say everything happens for a reason, but that doesn't justify general human emotion that isn't shown on the outside. There is one thing I will say to anyone who feels it needs to happen time to time, and this is coming from someone who is down in the dumps every day finding myself at least 10-20 times a day like I need to cry but I don't know why and cant because I don't know why I want to, there is a bigger plan to life for you and there always will be if you let it.
I was empty until I met my wife, until we had children and gave myself a meaning to live, if we argue I feel like dying all the time but I don't because I wouldn't be able to forgive myself if I did something stupid and left them without a clue to why.
Life isn't always what you make it or always fun and fair, but one thing that doesn't change is there is someone out there that will always love, always care and always try to support you if you speak out, remember it's not worth it as you have your whole life ahead of you.