^ Thanks for the bump to the thread, loser.
OT: I am new to Sythe and not involved as probably 3 of you can actually come up with my first name (its Gary btw, hi). I do not know anything about you OP but let me run a couple of things by you that might also make you feel better.
1. EVERYBODY, at ONE point or another thinks about taking their life, its perfectly natural. I have done it, my leadership teacher in school has done it, famous people who have became successful and then CHANGED the world have thought about it.
2. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Trust me, life can be a bitch sometimes, but hey, thats what communities like these can be used for, family, friends, pets, video games, phone sex lines, anything, it can all work, life is about perception and the pragmatic style of it is to get through it. That is NOT easy by any means, but hey, PM me if you wanna talk, it will be my pleasure.
3. Life is enjoyable, once you get through the bullshit, I promise. I have a girlfriend I love, a family, good group of friends and I'm applying to colleges atm.
4. Watch Fight Club. You'll fall in love with it and it will change your life.
Hope this helped. Ignore all the stupid comments like the one above mine, they are complete and utter morons.