Suicide do i have the balls?

It isn't worth it. I don't know the back story and I'm going to be very upfront and say I don't care. Your life is worth getting past anything going wrong in your life. One of my CLOSEST friend's is in the same position as you and she fought to get past it. And as difficult as it is for her, she's slowly going to get past it and you will too, don't give up.

 

I don't know your story but I hope everything works out ok best of luck to you.

 

i really hope things get sorted out with you.

suicide is only what a looser would of done.

a true hero would find the light at the end of the tunnel when it is at its darkest!

 

Do you want to throw yourself off of a bridge so you don't have any pain anymore and leave others with it?
Don't, solve the situation, get people to talk to, become yourself again.
I've been in the same situation as yours and I still have these moments where I think; What is it all worth? Am I even important to this world?

Don't, freeing yourself from all the pain you have doesn't solve anything, live is too beautiful to throw away, keep that in mind!

If you need someone to talk to: [email protected]

 

I must say thank you guys for all off your comments it's really helped thanks

 

Suicide is a selfish thing you should never resort to. I understand entertaining the thought, I do once in a while with thoughts such as "I wonder if anyone would even care". At which point I come to the conclusion, that being an absolute no. But later, I'm always aware that that's just my default thought process when I'm in that mood. But I digress.

Firstly, we avidly enjoy your company here, I've never had a problem with you and you've always come off as a nice, easily worked with person. I don't know about your IRL life, but I can surmise many think the same.

Secondly, you've got to remember, no matter how bad it gets, you're never in as bad a position as those millions in 3rd world countries who aren't lucky enough to even stay alive for more than 10 years of their life.

I hope you don't decide to inflict anything on yourself (and from the looks of it, it seems like you're heading in a better direction, I'm glad for this). Life gets better. Sometimes it has to get worse before it can improve, but there's always something. We've had 8 suicides now with the recent one about three months ago in my area, you can't imagine the absolutely devastating affect it has on our moral. It's like a sickness, the first one was because the man couldn't pay bills. His wife's cousin, the man's best friend, killed HIMself because of the first man's suicide. It's like a macabre domino effect.

Anyway, please stay with us here, we highly enjoy your company.

For what my input is worth, these days; not much. But still honest

 

Get better

 

I'm guessing you changed your mind?

 

lol, go consult a doctor, wtf topic is this?

 

agreed lmao.

 

What fucking idiot approved this topic and cya if you think sucidie is the answear peace.

 

^ Thanks for the bump to the thread, loser.

OT: I am new to Sythe and not involved as probably 3 of you can actually come up with my first name (its Gary btw, hi). I do not know anything about you OP but let me run a couple of things by you that might also make you feel better.

1. EVERYBODY, at ONE point or another thinks about taking their life, its perfectly natural. I have done it, my leadership teacher in school has done it, famous people who have became successful and then CHANGED the world have thought about it.

2. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Trust me, life can be a bitch sometimes, but hey, thats what communities like these can be used for, family, friends, pets, video games, phone sex lines, anything, it can all work, life is about perception and the pragmatic style of it is to get through it. That is NOT easy by any means, but hey, PM me if you wanna talk, it will be my pleasure.

3. Life is enjoyable, once you get through the bullshit, I promise. I have a girlfriend I love, a family, good group of friends and I'm applying to colleges atm.

4. Watch Fight Club. You'll fall in love with it and it will change your life.

Hope this helped. Ignore all the stupid comments like the one above mine, they are complete and utter morons.

 

suicide is never the answer.

 

In the summer i went through this same thing. I thought that i should just kill myself and end it. But i thought of all the people i would lose. All the people i would cause hurt to. I asked my parents for a counselor and i went once a week for 2 months. It gets better i promise you

 

I know you edited your post, hopefully this means you aren't considering it anymore. You may think this, but it will always be there. You'll always have these types of thoughts. Right now you're probably just going through a rough time, as am I, and use RS / Sythe / other games as an escape from those issues. I always get criticized by my family on how long I'm on my computer, when it's something i desperately need to, really stay alive. But, anyways, at one point you'll get past this, and have a good life. Just wait it out and get passed it. I really hope everything works out, and if you EVER just need to talk, you can always PM me or message me on MSN, don't feel like i won't listen or try to help, because i will

[email protected]

 

this is gay, look what computer does to nerds. E-RAGE.

 

$20 says this guy is still in highschool L

 

Well life is to good to stop man just go on everyone has their ups and downs but ull get trough it if you're stong!

 

Kronin I hope you've changed your mind seeing as you edited your thread. To those of you who just spammed/flamed in any way in this thread. You've been infracted. Thread is closed and enjoy your infractions.

PM me if you ever need to talk man.