Seriously Thinking about suicide

US, Indiana, near gary.. its not about abuse, ive just had a very rough life after around 6 years ago, my grandmother that iwas very close to passed away, then my mother got cancer, to be honest it seems like cancer has been following me my whole life when i was 4 my best friend died of cancer, when i was 11 my best friend died of cancer, when i was 13 my best friend died of cancer, when i was 12 my mom died of cancer, last christmas my grandpa died of cancer.. its just a bad situation all around, i also pointed out that it was most likely cancer to my best friend when i was 13.. im 15 now you got that right and i feel like my life is draining down the sink, so to speak. I know i am probably not going to go through with it, but when i see certain commercials i just get extremely depressed and i dont know why, like i saw a visa commercial or seaworld commercial last summer and i just got the most horrible feeling of depression and pain

 

your truly an ass, there is soo many nice people on these forums willing to talk me out of it and your sitting there acting an ass, would you be happy if i had done it before i had read any of these posts or when i read yours? i had 2 friends kill themselves that way, you should really be more considerate of your posts and your self, you could really hurt someone that way

 

If you would have read more, you would see my other post.
Tbh, suicide is the most selfish way there is of dealing with your problems. And your friends obviously didnt think of you, or anyone else.

 

mexico, tbh you are a spammer in my opinion, you need to cool your jets and not post as much, you are posted about as much as skele master daily, and he posts onthreads for pictures i did read all of your posts and i thought they were quite offensive and you are very rude and selfish yourself

 

Everything happens in life, don't do it!

 

How is posting selfish or spamming.
I was posting my opinion on something, and tbh, if thats not the reason forums exist, I dont care.

Suicide is selfish in itself. For the simple facts that by killing yourself, you are putting a burden on everyone who cares about you. They grieve over you, and cry, some people (Like your parents) may not be able to live with themselves, or without you. By killing yourself, and doing those things, it sends the message, that you want to end something for yourself, to better yourself , without thinking over everyone else. And it doesnt help.

And btw, I'm going to post on whatever I want, because thats the point of a forum. And while some of my posts are offensive, idc, because you cant please all the people all the time.

 

Suicide is not worth it.

Think about it, you are now young and stupid, when you get older you will regret that you even thought about these things.

 

I considered suicide once..
I called up my friend and told him I'm depressed and he came round and talked and what not. It helped me out a lot.

 

don't find something worth dying for. find something to live for

 

You can beat it, anybody can beat it. Maybe if you can't do it through psychiatry you can do it medically, I know some forms of depression aren't psychological. I can understand why you're feeling low, though, my mum died of cancer 5 years ago and I haven't been truly happy since. I really hope you can beat this, I know you can beat it though.

 

This brings back bad memories... Don't do it... Please.

 

"Suicide is a permenant solution to temporary problems."

Remember that.

 

How is my statement ignorant?

If you believe that suicide isn't selfish then you're the ignorant one. You instill unthinkable pain to your family & friends when you decide to take your life. Open your eyes and breathe in some reality.

 

Cause you dont think of all possible scenarios. Dont preach your "open your eyes crap" cause clearly yours are shut.

Im not saying its ok. Obviously someone who has those thoughts needs to get help and be treated, but what if help isn't around. What if their "amazing family" isnt so amazing and is the one causing them pain. Use your imagination as to what can be happening. There are some really sick people other there, that go and do whatever they like, not caring who they are hurting and that person has NO way out.

Obviously not all are like that, but you cant just imply all suicides are selfish. That IS ignorant.

 

If you expect me to get on my knees and beg you to stay alive, you're sadly mistaken. I believe if you feel suicide is the ONLY option out of your problems, then by god, do it. But if you have options, in which you do, do something about it.

 

Then as far as I'm concerned you're a weak individual. My eyes are open, I deal with my problems, I live my life. Life is a gift, you can get away from places, situations, people & make your own path. It might be difficult, but it's doable.

Killing yourself is the easy way out, there's no arguing that.

 

Farcast, I share literally the exact same view as you on it. Suicide is the most selfish act one can do. Theres no getting around that, if you kill yourself, you put that burden on SOMEONE who cares about you, and theres always someone who cares. Even people that didnt know you would feel terrible.

Apparently thinking suicide is selfish, is spam now too.

 

I am not saying that is the spam, i am just pointing out, that you are SPAMMING in general, you have been on this site for 3 days and you have roughly a 30 posts per day count, there is no possible way that you are not spamming considering you have a thread with like 17 posts made by yourself, you have posted 4 times on my thread, there is absolutely no reason for it, i have reported you for spam, and im pretty sure you have been infracted. good luck with the rest of your stay on sythe, but for now stop spamming my threads or your posts on all of my threads will be considered spam and i will report every single one

 

No one was arguing was it easy or not.

Sometimes compassion is not weakness. Maybe in your blind world it is. This is other peoples problems we are talking about, not your perfect little world. Just cause someone cant stand being raped or beaten etc and take their life does not make them weak. You clearly have no idea what you are talking about.

 

It's your life at the end of the day since your not vegitable state it comes down to your decision. Be more positive about each situation like I am everything is done for a purpose (Like if I wasn't positive I would of gone on a killing spree ending with myself).

Put the past behind you as you have no control of what happened just look at the simple things in life and appreciate it. YOUR in a house YOUR on a computer to some people these are luxuries they can only dream of.