I go to Mosque every Saturday/Sunday and there is this little kid among many others that come. He is 6 years old and whenever I get a chance, I always want to speak to him because I find him cute and really a good person overall. I've been talking to one person (a close friend) about how much I wish he was my son, how I could be such a good father to him and I would also talk about if kidnapping wasn't against the law, I would take him - Not being exactly serious but that's how much I love him but it's not in a homosexual way, its pretty much in a way a father loves his son. Taking into consideration, I'm in my last year of high school. Just yesterday I took a few pictures of him that were the cutest things ever and next week the Mosque is closed due to Eid so I'll be seeing him in 2 weeks. I'm really frustrated because I want to see him and really can't wait 2 weeks. He was telling me how he was nearly turning 7 and I thought about getting him a present, If I should? He comes from the same racial background as me and I just have such a big strong heart for him, I wish he could be my son. Why am I feeling like this? I would even choose him over the love of my life which is a scary thing and my friend tells me that I'm a physco/crazy for thinking about stuff like this.
Help?
