My life is continuing to go down..

[Trustmybet]

Hello Sythe community.

For the past few years I've been struggling to support myself, and live pretty much.. My parents never supported me since I was 14 and luckily I found RuneScape and Sythe..

Practically every day or a few times a week, something bad keeps happening in my life.. I don't know what I did wrong to deserve this.. People trying to scam me, or blame me, or I'm getting yelled at for something I did not do. Everyone keeps putting their anger on me.. I'm hardly able to support myself now, and I've been back in my home town because I lost somebody special to me, my grandfather.. He has always taught me to follow my dreams and I'll be successful.. But now I lost my motivation..
Now I lost completely everyone and my family..
I just don't know what to do anymore.. I have nothing else to achieve.. I have nothing else to live for.

Thank you Sythe Forums for everything you have done to keep me moving.. I love you all..


Edit: So, I am with my girlfriend now but.. there was a recently bad flood and my car and place got messed up.. I lost a lot.. basically everything.. And this really sucks bad..
Lost my job.. and everything.. I literally just don't know what to do anymore at this point with no support from my family or anything.
I thought at once life would be getting better but literally every day, something bad is happening to me and I have NO CLUE of why I keep getting this bad luck. I don't know what I did wrong..

Edit 2 3/16/2017:
I've been trying to recover and things actually are starting to get worse and I don't understand it.. All my ideas, get stolen by people when I try to help them out.. people are so selfish and blaming me due to I'm not sure what it is.. Jealousy? I'm living off every penny in my life and everything I do costs something and it just hurts.. Honestly I'm living in a toxic life and have absolutely nobody.. Not even friends anymore because they all are shady and want something out of me.. I just.. my life maybe needs to come to an end because I'm stuck here living in a life that can't recover..

Thanks everyone who commented and supported. I love you all. I have to keep staying strong right?


Goodbye and I love you all... There goes my life ~6/15/17

 

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[Ninostap]

Goodluck

 

If you want someone to talk to feel free to send me a pm whenever @Trustmybet

 

Hello Sythe community.

For the past few years I've been struggling to support myself, and live pretty much.. My parents never supported me since I was 14 and luckily I found RuneScape and Sythe..

Practically every day or a few times a week, something bad keeps happening in my life.. I don't know what I did wrong to deserve this.. People trying to scam me, or blame me, or I'm getting yelled at for something I did not do. Everyone keeps putting their anger on me.. I'm hardly able to support myself now, and I've been back in my home town because I lost somebody special to me, my grandfather.. He has always taught me to follow my dreams and I'll be successful.. But now I lost my motivation..
And since I've been in my home town, my girlfriend broke up with me and can't be with me because her mom doesn't trust me anymore.. And I'm being threatened for law stuff if I see her and she's the only person who was there for me at bad times.. Now I lost completely everyone and my family..
I just don't know what to do anymore.. I have nothing else to achieve.. I have nothing else to live for.

Thank you Sythe Forums for everything you have done to keep me moving.. I love you all..

Ayo buddy, we all love you here.

Life will always go one. I lost my ex gf after a year of dating, i never thought id move on. Took me a good 6-7 months to move on to be honest. But you will get over it. Personally Sythe isnt a valid "job". I highly suggest finding a real job. This will keep you distracted as well as give you a stable source of income.

If you need anything hmu. I love you bud.

 

chin up buddy get back to osbot

 

[Im Solo]

Hey man,

First off if you need a friend I'm always around on discord or my skype is in my sig. Feel free to talk to me about anything anytime man. It's not nearly the same magnitude as yourself but I've been hit pretty hard in life recently as well. I know people say keep your head up but sometimes it's hard when your drowning. Just know you never stay down, the sun always rises.

I noticed in your user title you have "Stay Golden" which if my guess is correct would allude to the quote stay golden ponyboy from the outsiders. If there is one thing that I learned from the book it's that you can always overcome adversity. So to steal from your very own title I will tell you to stay golden. Even when times get challenging always know there will be people you can turn to and I hope some of the people who responded to this post help you realize that.

If things ever get too much for you please reach out to me or any of us that offered, because I've personally had people that didn't reach out and that is what destroyed them.

Always here man. Any time

 

[Fingy]

Hey brother, I've been the punching bag for years, as well I put myself in a deep drug filled depression after finding out my girlfriend at the time slept with my "best friend". It sucked, however things honestly do get better. I'm 9 months sober from D&A and actually want to live life. If you need to vent at all man just give me a shout on Skype or Sythe any time of day/night, call on skype anytime I'll wake up and answer if you desperately need. I got you, however my first suggestion would to be find a hobby outside of Sythe, smash the gym, find a sport locally and go play and get out there. As much as Sythe is amazing and all, find a real job as suggested and most importantly it's good to talk online, but get out there and play sports, go to gym and just be active. Anyways, again shoot me a message and we'll chat my man. Keep your chin up, life could be worse.

 

[IxI Duality IxI]

 

[Trustmybet]

Edited. Thanks everyone who commented <3 means a lot.

 

How old are you? Where is your home town? In my opinion I would suggest for you to put a CV together and try and find an alternative job. As for the scammers feel free to add me on Skype. I'll put a list together and I'll be more than happy to report every single one of them and get them banned. Also a suggestion to avoid this would be to make and switch a new Skype and only add the trusted ones which is what I did and I cut ties with the rest of the scammers. Cut ties with the people who yell at you, theres no point of listening to them. If you at least find an alternative job you can pay for internet connection, bot for a couple hundred mill worth of Runescape GP, sell it and then get your life back on track. Start simple then move higher. You can use Logic (the rapper) as an inspiration.

 

[Scott Spence]

If you ever want to talk or want to hear my story and see how it correlates at all im happy to chat! Pm me on sythe and ill give ya my skype

 

I'm working with you to get rid of some of your impostors. In other words, one individual.

 

[Sailor]

best of luck to you my dude

 

Hey @Trustmybet, i'll say this from a friends prospective (skimmed it, not read it fully) and I hope you understand the way I see it.

First things first, everyone gets angry upset and have time where they have lost motivation over and over again, it's something that happens in life depending how you feel about it.

An example - If you was going to the park, you could be like FUCK YEAH! IM GONNA GO PLAY ON ALL THEM THINGS! - Motivated.
Fuck no, I cant be bothered to go, do I have to go? Why do I have to go? - Demotivating.

I think maybe you need to get to the source of what you feel is causing your issues/problems/drama then grab it by the horns and say nah fuck this you're not pissing in my cornflakes today i'm gonna sort it and it's gonna be a good day.

Occasionally people seek help from others who they can speak to or so on, you don't want it getting to the point that you hurt someone or even worse yourself because that isn't the way things should be at all.

At the moment, you have also lost your grandfather which I am sorry to hear that, you know yourself about me and my story so seeing you like this isn't really all that nice. I would suggest just planning out each day as it comes, take baby steps and don't rush into things - If a problem happens on Monday, then fix it on Monday and not Tuesday-Wednesday, as then you have the other days to look forward to.

As for scamming accusations etc, people will always do that - I have people who log on their accounts for example sometimes when I am doing services (they stay logged in whilst I try to do the services too) and although I don't mind, they moan about not receiving X-amount of progress. The same applies to some others who have certain stuff on their accounts or such like when I do nightmare zone, I get accused of all sorts. We all know that customers typically only get the EXP, so yes of course I spend points/imbue rings/items they have etc also, yet i'll still get called a scammer when they benefit from it

~ All in all, its life mate, you are a mature young man, and you don't need immature children dragging you down. If it continues, just avoid them or don't speak to them always the easiest thing to do.

 

[Trustmybet]

Hey @Trustmybet, i'll say this from a friends prospective (skimmed it, not read it fully) and I hope you understand the way I see it.

First things first, everyone gets angry upset and have time where they have lost motivation over and over again, it's something that happens in life depending how you feel about it.

An example - If you was going to the park, you could be like FUCK YEAH! IM GONNA GO PLAY ON ALL THEM THINGS! - Motivated.
Fuck no, I cant be bothered to go, do I have to go? Why do I have to go? - Demotivating.

I think maybe you need to get to the source of what you feel is causing your issues/problems/drama then grab it by the horns and say nah fuck this you're not pissing in my cornflakes today i'm gonna sort it and it's gonna be a good day.

Occasionally people seek help from others who they can speak to or so on, you don't want it getting to the point that you hurt someone or even worse yourself because that isn't the way things should be at all.

At the moment, you have also lost your grandfather which I am sorry to hear that, you know yourself about me and my story so seeing you like this isn't really all that nice. I would suggest just planning out each day as it comes, take baby steps and don't rush into things - If a problem happens on Monday, then fix it on Monday and not Tuesday-Wednesday, as then you have the other days to look forward to.

As for scamming accusations etc, people will always do that - I have people who log on their accounts for example sometimes when I am doing services (they stay logged in whilst I try to do the services too) and although I don't mind, they moan about not receiving X-amount of progress. The same applies to some others who have certain stuff on their accounts or such like when I do nightmare zone, I get accused of all sorts. We all know that customers typically only get the EXP, so yes of course I spend points/imbue rings/items they have etc also, yet i'll still get called a scammer when they benefit from it

~ All in all, its life mate, you are a mature young man, and you don't need immature children dragging you down. If it continues, just avoid them or don't speak to them always the easiest thing to do.

Thanks bro it means a lot to me.. Trying day by day to sort out my life and find my true happiness. Thanks to you and all the others who commented. On my way to recovery. <3

 

[Trustmybet]

Edited thread.. thanks everyone

 

Hey man - if you need some honest feedback and some constructive advice on how to turn things around in your life feel free to PM me. The harsh reality is that life always will have ups and downs, it's how you react to these swings that shows who you are.

Whether you believe it or not it will get better. Unfortunately the thing is people giving you feedback saying "I feel bad for you" will never improve things in your life. Things can almost always be worse and it's up to you to make the best of every situation as hard as it may be.

Bad things happen to good people. Things may get rough, but you can get through it. Shoot me a PM.

 

[RS07K1NG]

I must say this is similar to me but i smoke weed to forget