Lost my bestfriend...

there are no words to describe how heartbreaking that is. When my brother passed away from overseas i didn't know what to do. I was depressed never suicidal but i could lye in my room all day everyday. I quit my job, i quit my life.

But the one thing i have to say that got me going again, was Church. I am know where near religious but i heard from everyone, if you're looking for an answer.. the church can help you out.

I went to church as much as i could and I'm telling you, i walk head-strong and am not living the best life i actually could!

Church isn't for everybody, but i also learned that dwelling on the past only drops you deeper in the future. One persons life isn't worth two! you have to live and show him you were just as good as he was and all the stuff he brought to you!

My best of luck to you man, and i wish you the best..if you need anyone to talk to. You can always message me.

 

Sorry to hear about your friend passing, I too have had a best friend from high school pass away at a very young age. I can totally understand what you have been going through as i have gone through some similar things not as severe as your condition but similar. You will be in my prayers. Just remember he would want you to still be happy and is always going to be looking down and watching over you.

 

I wish I could pray to god, but I cant. I refuse to believe it was his time. I refuse to belive god took him from this earth for a reason.

I've lost my belief in god that very morning.

What a lot of people don't know is, just that night when he was acting really weird, we both prayed. He mostly did but I went a long because I wanted so badly to get through this. He prayed and thanked god that night for having me in his life. He prayed and asked god to help him get through to the next day.

When I put him to sleep I truely believed tomorrow would be a good day. Not this. Never this.

We both prayed so hard that night and what happened the next day? He was gone.

I'm sorry to those of you who belive in god, I don't disrespect you in any way. But I prayed to him and look what happened.

Today is especially a hard day.