friends and family issue.

I'm having friend issues at school , i feel like everyone's using me.
I don't get bullied or anything but i like feel the present of them chatting behind my back sometimes i just want to kill my self cause i feel that i don't fit in the school but moving is not an option in this case.

At home everyone pisses the crap out of me and annoys me like shit.
Escpically my 10 years older sister where i have to do all the house chores for her cause she has a "sickness"of depression but thats been 2 yrs ago and what bothers me more is that even tho shes happy and shit she blames her depression on me mostly but what caused it was her boyfriends and she "ALWAYS" has more of a satisfaction than me no matter what the situation is she always ruins my satisfaction and what i find enjoyable. Talking to my parents is useless they always side with her and brags on and on about how i should be just like my sister when she was an a grade student LIKE I GIVE A FUCK.


I really really want to run away. Gaming and anime is the only thing that makes me happy.

What should i do ?

 

Learn to cope. You must have a couple of people at school that are true friends. And the sister thing happens to everyone that has a little sibling(not exactly, just in general).



*Hang in there

 

dont listen to him. I've felt exactly the same as you. You need help. talk to your parents. sit down and discuss what your needs are and what their needs are and how you can accomodate each other. tell them your problems (it might be cheesy) but it'll definetly make you feel less stressed. School counsellors are no-no they are useless and only sympathise.

 

wow one of the things i enjoy most about going to school is to see my freinds, if you feel that way then find new friends don't just try cope with it that's what a sissy would do. I would tell your mom about your emotions as you said you want to kill yourself your worse'r of than your sister then in most situations.

Find someone to talk your problems to and find better friends before its too late
You don't deserve to be treated like shit.

 

well thats the issue , i'm not the person to open to my family cause i really do truly hate them and since they 're Asian its even harder to talk.

 

Just tell them how you feel and they'll probably understand.

Off-topic: When will I get me $7.50? I seriously need it I have to buy something.

 

As for the 'friends' issue, if you really feel they are using you, why must you continue to even talk to them? Why don't you look for new friends?
Little sister issue -
That's absolutely normal. Parents generally support and pamper the youngest child of the family.
You should really go see a psychiatrist if you continue to get suicide thoughts. Hopefully it all works out for you.