im going insane mentally fucked in the brain needa smoke to feel alive again
everyday i'm living and breathing im a waste of space
need to check my self in the mirror again
i see that nothing's changed
still the same kid who took ice again
family problems giving me headaches
noones every listening to me okay..
but i wont be here allday
cause the pain i feel is enough to kill me everyday
there was nothing i could have done to prevent what has been done
what i have now become
is making me weak and numb
cause i know the drugs have made me dumb
and if people hate on me it's okay cause im done
as a kid i lived a rough life
but my mother and father always supported me
but when they pass im gonna be stuck being lonely
because family has been there the most
whoever fed me and put shoes on my feet
but at the same time been there for me the least
I asked for love I asked for hate
any fuckin emotion that would change my state
but the emptiness inside that burns ure soul.
The sickness of pride that fucks ure goals
we all need a smoke to get back on the flow
But rolling into a game is not like quitting this game bro
try to dig my level and follow what am saying yo
I know what you feel I been there down that shit hole!
the innocence of my white with my pride is gone
I have a broken back but my carry weights a ton
listen to my words carefully son.
10 years dancing with the devil and now all i got is none
a damaged soul with a salvaged heart
the shit road your going is gonna fuck your life apart
i can tell u the stories of soldiers struggling everyday where I am from
there's too much pain in the world,your family, not only your mom
noone is also listening too, its your own grave behind that sun
so take another look at that mirror
instead of giving up and ending up to be a quitter
look into that spark inside your mother she believes in you i tell you why, cause she knows her kid is a fucking winner!
leave drugs... its never too late,take a real world from an elder sinner