A word of advice

I'd just like to post my recent life events for young people and try to steer them the right way.

So the end of 2017 I was living life great. Had a luxury 1 bed room condo, drove a new BMW. Had a laid back job with the government paying me well. I got a message from a past close female friend I knew that I'd known for about 9 years, Haven't seen her in 4 years.

So I went to visit her and when I first see her she was skinny and looked sick. She asked me if I wanted to P2P which is a term for prostitution. I gave her some money and left feeling depressed. So this is where everything started to go down hill.

Two of my very close friends died in the same month, from drug overdoses (heroin). So this triggered me into start using again (PCP) and I started losing my mind. Lost my jobs first. Then decided to ditch my condo and move in with that female friend in hopes of saving her.

She manipulated me knowing how much I use to love her. So she started getting everything out of me little by little. She's stabbed me, scratched, cut, bite and tased me because of her mood swings from the heroin she was hiding. She sold her body in front of me after I'd run out of money. She called me every name in the book and mentally abused me.

So I landed another job while with her and they sent me away to Dallas, Texas after seeing that she'd stabbed me. My job ironically placed me in a AirBnB about 5 minutes away from my birth mother who abandoned me over heroin addiction. Who did not want to visit me because she was apparently "dope sick."

So with all this going on and my addiction growing stronger. I started binging. Slowly losing my mind.
I totaled my car after forgetting to pay insurance. I went back to her over and over again until she eventually got me fired from that job. Spending all my money on drugs and other bullshit. ($1500 a week)

After getting abused so bad and tired of putting up with it I left with the close on my back and a laptop.
Not knowing what to do because I was so lost from the angel dust I walked into a hospital and got into rehab. Some of the last stuff I owned was some clothes and money on OSRS. Which me being high and careless let someone on my account the two weeks I was gone.

So after leaving rehab with my mind back in tact and on prescribed meds. I had enough money left in my account to buy a McChicken, Gallon of water a pillow and blanket I bought to sleep outside Starbucks, and some cigarettes.

Moral of the story is don't do drugs. Life is better sober.

 

Jesus Christ. You really gave me the goose bumps. I’m so glad that everything is better and that you’ve gotten back on track. If you ever need anything I’m here.

 

Thanks man I appreciate the positivity. I been at rock bottom before so I know how to get back fast lol. The secret... Free wifi at starbucks + coffee. a $30 tent and $5 pillow to camp. a $10 membership to planet fitness for showers. and ask friends to wash clothes if I run out of clean clothes lol.

 

Are you still out on the streets?

 

Yea im at Starbucks playing league waiting on employers to call. put a bunch of resumes out yesterday after they let me out.

 

Wish you the best of luck again. I hope things go well, it’s crazy how life can just flip upside down so fast. Eventually you’ll be back where you were with the fancy cars and money. Just keep up the good work.

 

Well I'll be alright, I was posting this for the younger generation. I grew up in the generation where drug dealers were cool, and look how I ended up. They're growing up in a generation where being a junky is cool. I can only imagine the struggle they will have to go through when theres no bed in a rehab to save them because everyone needs it.

 

Damn if only someone gave you some advice eh when you was a silly youngun. Hope u r OK man

 

Katfished IRL. ;( Atleast you had your RSGP

 

oh my dad told me. he went through the same thing with my mom. I just felt like I was running away from my problems. being hard headed

 

Never fall in love with a smack head dude it's rule #1

 

You just need that get a fresh cut, some nice clothes and get any simple job and start over.

Don't take risks and don't do anything you'd regret.

You just need a fresh start. I've had a lot of friends that have been addicted to the most drugs and a lot of them ended up killing themselves. You are still strong, trying your best to get a job and survive at the moment. Hopefully you'll get a job and get your life back on track. You can't live outside.

Maybe not the best solution but you could start with runescape services and hire people.
Hopefully you can gain some scrap money for survival atleast.

Doesn't your friends have a place for you to stay at.

I wish you the best of luck!/
Skalman

 

Already on it. Back in a trap house for the time being trying to stay as sober as I can. Did a inventory spreadsheet for 10 years paperwork for a DOD contractor so I made a quick $400 for that. Interview on Monday for a company that does central bank security systems. Got Food Stamps. I should be good in a week or so. I just need to get rid of that OSRS I have and I'll be back on my feet.