pardon #5

• Your profile link: www.sythe.org/members/johnson.1019112
• All of your Sythe Accounts:Johnson, ssFox, RsMagicMeister, ArcaneGP
• Report/post/reason that got you banned: TWC
• Proof of contacting victims for repayment or repayment of victims: never scammed
• Anything you weren't banned for but want to confess to now: No
• Detailed description of the events that took place and why you think we should forgive you:

My most recent ban was my immature mindset wanting to fake vouch on my gfx thread as it’d bump up my thread- I never tried fake vouching on a real vouch thread. Regardless, It was wrong and I was caught. I panicked- I was embarrassed and ashamed of ruining my chance of being on sythe so I lied about what really happened, ironically I was banned and that it just worsened the situation.

Why should I be forgiven, you may ask? It has been well over a year and i believe I faced a punishment that was well-deserved. I recognize and truly understand I was being childish and my actions were wrong.
I truly have thought about how I should have done things differently and have grown out of the childish mindset I had. I have developed my understanding of so many things as I have progressed on these online forums. I have looked back and worked on moving forward. An ex-mod once told me he was banned 4 times but grew up, matured and later became a staff. I have kept that beside me in ever since I screwed up terribly to at least give me hope and help me grow. I honestly feel like I have let so many people down. The staff who believed in me and gave me chances, and the IRL people who were amazed that I could achieve doing business online even if it was minor.
The shame and the thought that I have let people down will be one of the biggest factors as to why I have changed. I will abide by all rules and I understand that this is all not a joke especially if i plan to be part of this community long term. Being away, I have truly opened my eyes and acknowledged how much I miss being on here fully.

I also have not tried to cheat or evade my punishment since I was DNT'd/ banned. Additionally, I am 100% not a threat in the community and have never attempted a scam. I do not have any ill attempts and I do care about other people. I really care about this site believe it or not.

A year ago, I would not have realized how sht I was but I see it now. being off sythe for over 1year has awakened me. If I could redo how I had been on sythe, I would but I can only move forward and I hope I’d be given the chance to do so. I have truly learnt my lesson, I really have. TYVM

• Did you fully read and follow this sticky thread in the pardon section?: Yes I have read it