Depression

[iAGZzzz]

I just posted this on someone else's thread and I think it applies to you as well. You need a sense of direction and purpose in your life. I think if you tried to get a job, the daily routine would help you a lot, plus there is the money on the side too.

I was in a similar position, thus decided to get a job, and my life feels full to the brim right now!

I think what you really need is a sense of purpose and direction if your life.

I just finished school and I had 4 months off till University begins in September/October. I couldn't wait for the lie ins, and days off and doing nothing all day. After I realised this doing nothing made me really really depressed. I had broken the same routine I had had for 13 years of my life and I didn't have a daily purpose of job. I was at a really big low, and I too thought I was overreacting. However we NEED to have a purpose to go on each day, thus I asked my Dad for a job at his firm, and and was more than happy to have me working and not wasting my time.

Right now I am still working, and I love having a daily routine and purpose and I feel normal again. I use my PS3/Sythe/RS much less (as my day is taken up by other things), but I still get a few hours in the relax and enjoy myself, so it also becomes more of a novelty.

If I were you seeing as you dropped out of college recently, try to find a job. If you already have a part time one, try to get a full time of so you have a daily routine, and you will be earning money at the same time.

I know EXACTLY where you are coming from as I have had a pretty rough last 6 months. The whole being banned issue is a mental block you have, as another distraction/thing to do has gone out of the window, thus you are finding yourself empty again.

Trust me, try getting a job and get a routine/purpose back into your life. Let me know how you are getting on, always up for a chat if you need one

 

[Loner]

I have a job and a daily routine it doesn't do much.

 

Do you find yourself looking to achieve a goal in life? Whether it be a short term goal, or a long term one you should always have some sort of goal. That way, when you reach it the sense of accomplishment is fantastic.

 

[Loner]

I understand what you're are saying. But first and foremost i have to find that thing that makes me want to drive which is what I seem to be lacking.

 

[JuMpDRoP]

If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you. Depression runs through my family.

 

[iAGZzzz]

Is it a job you actually enjoy or are engaged in? You need to be focused and enjoy what you are doing, otherwise your mind will just walk off and think about all the things you are trying to take your mind off.

Try to find a job that you get some form of enjoyment out of, then it almost becomes a hobby you get paid for. In my case I occasionally coach Tennis, or referee football matches as I am qualified in both.

 

[Coke is baws]

heh man bro yolo just go out and do whatevee man who cares qhat ppl thonk nowadays just say whatevers on your mind of ppl judge thats their problem they are losing out on their own experience just get out there yolo . wakeup wash ur face drink some water have a quic head out jog a little bit ull feel energized come in andjust relax for a bit u will feel good.
just chill man do what makes u happy.

tbh humming.raises ur personal vibratoonal frequency which destroys depression/amxiety bro maybe even meditate lmfao .. life it short u got all ur life ahead of u to enjoy thois is only for a short time depression happens to everybody for a reason. ppl must ezperience polarities in their lives to learn more etc.. its deep man ik but man just w.e yolo who cares wut.ppl think i been in deptession for a while then got out of it maybe go buuy some stuff just w.e u want man buy new clothes go out to eat get a gf see a move bro yolo its gona b
ok.

i hope this helped.

~~~~love n light ~~~~ yolo