Help emotional wreck

[Unregistered]

Iam crying as I type this I'm very depressed and suicidal. The pain I have is too deep I don't know what to do. I'm resorting to hurting my self.

I have no friends and a lot if pressure from my family I just can't take it

My girl friend of four years left me she was my life and I fear she lost her feelings for me

In a way it's my fault I stopped paying attention to her and she resorted to being cold with me and drugs

I dislike her two friends the one that gives her drugs and she chose them over me
She has being going to parties behind my back

I'm so depressed and feel so bad

I feel betrayed she's my life I love her but what do I do please some one help me I want her back

I just want her back

 

[Nerfed]

Well for starters mate, How old are you ? Im not asking that question to be funny im asking so i can get a maturity level of helping you out. It seems that your on this 1 way street to destroying yourself for someone whose moved on. At 1 point in your life you have to learn to let go LOVE does wierd things if she comes back she loves you if she dosent then you have to move on its a thing called LIFE.

Another thing is you cant let things that you cant change affect you in ways that make you want to hurt yourself. You cant change her mind and she's probably not thinking about how you feel if she left you, some things are just not meant to be, sorry to be so blunt but you have to live for you not for her.

Think about what i said id love to see some feedback from you mate.

 

There is a huge difference between feeling emotionally drained and sad, and being suicidal. If you really feel you're a danger to yourself then you should probably get professional help right away as there's not much that can be said here to help you.

The National Suicide Prevention (US) number is: 1-800-273-TALK (8255)
the UK equivalent is: 08457 90 90 90

If you feel uncomfortable talking on the phone: http://www.crisischat.org/

Seriously though, partners come and go. You will learn to love again as we all do. By hurting yourself, you're not really solving any problems and you will soon become addicted. Your life will begin to be controlled by your urges to self harm, and nobody wants that.

I do know what I'm talking about regarding this, so if you want to chat in confidence my PM is always open and my Skype name is RoaryNZ.

 

[Nathan_Lll]

Hey mate how you going ive been in your shoes and done stupid stuff now im stuck with the scars of my stupidity dont worry to much about girls mate they come and go all the time as ive learnt very slowly im sure you can find another girl it may not happen this week or next week or maybe not even in a month but eventually you will find the right girl for you trust me hurting yourself wont get her back it just hurts you and your family
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