Help emotional wreck

[Unregistered]

Iam crying as I type this I'm very depressed and suicidal. The pain I have is too deep I don't know what to do. I'm resorting to hurting my self.

I have no friends and a lot if pressure from my family I just can't take it

My girl friend of four years left me she was my life and I fear she lost her feelings for me

In a way it's my fault I stopped paying attention to her and she resorted to being cold with me and drugs

I dislike her two friends the one that gives her drugs and she chose them over me
She has being going to parties behind my back

I'm so depressed and feel so bad

I feel betrayed she's my life I love her but what do I do please some one help me I want her back

I just want her back

 

[justinkiller]

I am so sorry no one replied to this, and I am sorry I did not see it sooner.

To OP, do not do yourself any harm, it will only make you feel worse in the long run. Everything is going to be okay in the end, this is just a small part of your life.

If you need any help with anything, please add my Skype- Justinkillersythe

 

[I KO I]

You should talk to a counselor/doctor.

Talking to them will relieve the pain that you are feeling, you'll feel a hell of a lot better getting it off your chest.

They'll probably also prescribe some meds that will make you feel better about your self, your life, etc. You'll start to feel better and be motivated to fix your problems.

 

[rue]

You should talk to a counselor/doctor.

Talking to them will relieve the pain that you are feeling, you'll feel a hell of a lot better getting it off your chest.

They'll probably also prescribe some meds that will make you feel better about your self, your life, etc. You'll start to feel better and be motivated to fix your problems.

Agreed, I meet with my pastor once a week to discuss things that are harping me and sometimes it all depends on whom you can trust. For me, my pastor is more influential and helpful than the dozens of councilor's I've gone to in the past. Hopefully you'll plug-in to someone and find a healthy solution!

 

[Sun]

Everything's okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end.
-Carolyn Myers

Don't hurt yourself. There are more girls out there, she must have not been "the one" if you guys broke-up after four years. If you weren't paying too much attention to her, it was clearly not meant to be. Go to therapy, it really does help.