Have you ever had people just not care about you anymore? I was sick for 3 months away from school and regulary had to attend hospital and not a single one of my friends even bothered to call me. Everyone knew my msn address and not even a single email or a text.
When I finally came back to school my best friend had totally left me and gone with everyone else, no one else even cared. I knew my best friend for 4 years we used to do everything together and on the 3rd year we started to drift apart. I used to like him just as much but he'd never talk to me, and he always used to go out with other people never inviting me. I had severe depression at the time I really needed someone then.
I used to be really popular, then the moment you're not there you realize just how little you mean. I was friends with my ex Best friends Girlfriend and we used to talk. I was so angry at my friend I wanted to kill him. I knew his girlfriend liked me so I ended up screwing her. It felt good knowing that I was hurting him as much as he hurt me. He didn't know though, and there still together now. So i tried really hard to get back in with everyone but nothing was the same, I had a few good friends outside of school. But my best and closest friends just totally blew me off. Somtimes I wonder If I hadn't of gotten sick what would have happend.
Now I have the choice to go to the prom. Not a single person has even bothered to ask If I'm going, it's got me really upset. I don't know weather just to go and get ignored but have some pretty pictures or just stay at home.
It's amazing in a year how your whole life just gets turned upside down and shitted on. I'm hoping college will bring me a new better start.
Has your life ever been totally ruined, or you made a totally fresh start in your life? How did it go?
When I finally came back to school my best friend had totally left me and gone with everyone else, no one else even cared. I knew my best friend for 4 years we used to do everything together and on the 3rd year we started to drift apart. I used to like him just as much but he'd never talk to me, and he always used to go out with other people never inviting me. I had severe depression at the time I really needed someone then.
I used to be really popular, then the moment you're not there you realize just how little you mean. I was friends with my ex Best friends Girlfriend and we used to talk. I was so angry at my friend I wanted to kill him. I knew his girlfriend liked me so I ended up screwing her. It felt good knowing that I was hurting him as much as he hurt me. He didn't know though, and there still together now. So i tried really hard to get back in with everyone but nothing was the same, I had a few good friends outside of school. But my best and closest friends just totally blew me off. Somtimes I wonder If I hadn't of gotten sick what would have happend.
Now I have the choice to go to the prom. Not a single person has even bothered to ask If I'm going, it's got me really upset. I don't know weather just to go and get ignored but have some pretty pictures or just stay at home.
It's amazing in a year how your whole life just gets turned upside down and shitted on. I'm hoping college will bring me a new better start.
Has your life ever been totally ruined, or you made a totally fresh start in your life? How did it go?



