Legend
So before I go into anything at all, I just want to say no guys this isn't the end I assure you.
With that being said, those of you in the UK know how shit the current state of the country is and the NHS, and with that I went to the hospital Wednesday to find out some amazing news...
As everyone I speak to personally on discord keeps asking how i'm doing, how are things these days and how is my health getting along I may as well tell the world. For those of you who don't follow what's been going on with me the last nearly 3 years, I have a blood condition of which blood clots (DVT's) keep appearing in both my legs, currently to the stage of 5 of them so far.
The hospital gave me tablets to take that help shrink/deal with the clots and it started with 6 months of 5mg rivaoxiban tablets twice a day, which then after moved to twice a day of 10mg which at the end of the year cycle they decided it was about time I came off as it had passed and less than a month later, my second one appeared.
So they decided it would be best that I go back on tablets for "lifetime" which until now I have been taking 20mg tablets (their strongest to my knowing) from that point on once per day because if I was to take anything more/stronger I could bleed out and ultimately die from blood loss.
Every day from that day has been painful, I cannot take all your regular pain killers you use for odd aches/pains/headaches and so on, because they have to be anti-flamitary or again, I can bleed out at any point even if I take the odd tablet here and there.
With all this in mind, over the case of the last few months, I have found it much harder to get around places ultimately making it to the point of barely being able to travel/leave the house apart from going to the store quickly or dropping my children at school which even then is a 10-15 minute walk and not even half way there I have to stop and am in stabbing like pain that I cant explain fully.
This has been my life for the last near 3 years, and Wednesday when I was at the hospital, the consultant basically told me he feels it could be time that next year when I get my next review to maybe stop taking the tablets again, which as shown via history of that I get much worse.
if this is the case, it's very possible coming next Christmas (Christmas 2020) I will be most likely dead, or at least close to be. I am writing this just as a reminder to let you know that despite having bad days where you don't want to get out of bed, or maybe your parents are giving you the odd bit of rough time because you're being a pain in the ass, it's truly not all that bad and still now today I joke about my condition and the fact of the seriousness of it as I don't want to worry or be afraid.
So this year I am most likely going to not be engaging with the community much, I will try to yes and as much as I feel I can give (I was even planning to sponsor a CDT event
) I do not want to be one of those people who spam threads and talks to every little bit of air that goes past my face.
I know I have a tenancy to comment on banned scammers profiles making fun of them, but I do feel maybe I am going to step away from that too as I am wasting enough time doing other things.
For those of you who know me well and see my work and what I like to do, that's right you guessed it it's the market section, I have met many many many many amazing people and even the annoying shit people, I adore you too. I would like to say I am going to be here in just over a year, but if I am not let this as I say be a reminder who who I am and what I stand for, I hope you all enjoy your day/week/year/whatever else and accomplish all that you can and more.
I am going to continue my fun exciting stuff doing services for people and advertising my projects to give you all the best we can when we can.
Thanks again,
Anton/Dbuffed.
With that being said, those of you in the UK know how shit the current state of the country is and the NHS, and with that I went to the hospital Wednesday to find out some amazing news...
As everyone I speak to personally on discord keeps asking how i'm doing, how are things these days and how is my health getting along I may as well tell the world. For those of you who don't follow what's been going on with me the last nearly 3 years, I have a blood condition of which blood clots (DVT's) keep appearing in both my legs, currently to the stage of 5 of them so far.
The hospital gave me tablets to take that help shrink/deal with the clots and it started with 6 months of 5mg rivaoxiban tablets twice a day, which then after moved to twice a day of 10mg which at the end of the year cycle they decided it was about time I came off as it had passed and less than a month later, my second one appeared.
So they decided it would be best that I go back on tablets for "lifetime" which until now I have been taking 20mg tablets (their strongest to my knowing) from that point on once per day because if I was to take anything more/stronger I could bleed out and ultimately die from blood loss.
Every day from that day has been painful, I cannot take all your regular pain killers you use for odd aches/pains/headaches and so on, because they have to be anti-flamitary or again, I can bleed out at any point even if I take the odd tablet here and there.
With all this in mind, over the case of the last few months, I have found it much harder to get around places ultimately making it to the point of barely being able to travel/leave the house apart from going to the store quickly or dropping my children at school which even then is a 10-15 minute walk and not even half way there I have to stop and am in stabbing like pain that I cant explain fully.
This has been my life for the last near 3 years, and Wednesday when I was at the hospital, the consultant basically told me he feels it could be time that next year when I get my next review to maybe stop taking the tablets again, which as shown via history of that I get much worse.
if this is the case, it's very possible coming next Christmas (Christmas 2020) I will be most likely dead, or at least close to be. I am writing this just as a reminder to let you know that despite having bad days where you don't want to get out of bed, or maybe your parents are giving you the odd bit of rough time because you're being a pain in the ass, it's truly not all that bad and still now today I joke about my condition and the fact of the seriousness of it as I don't want to worry or be afraid.
So this year I am most likely going to not be engaging with the community much, I will try to yes and as much as I feel I can give (I was even planning to sponsor a CDT event
) I do not want to be one of those people who spam threads and talks to every little bit of air that goes past my face.I know I have a tenancy to comment on banned scammers profiles making fun of them, but I do feel maybe I am going to step away from that too as I am wasting enough time doing other things.
For those of you who know me well and see my work and what I like to do, that's right you guessed it it's the market section, I have met many many many many amazing people and even the annoying shit people, I adore you too. I would like to say I am going to be here in just over a year, but if I am not let this as I say be a reminder who who I am and what I stand for, I hope you all enjoy your day/week/year/whatever else and accomplish all that you can and more.
I am going to continue my fun exciting stuff doing services for people and advertising my projects to give you all the best we can when we can.
Thanks again,
Anton/Dbuffed.
