No, you cannot peek this thread. It is blocked. This isn't a fucking joke. I would appreciate it if you did not tl;dr and took the time out of your day to read the whole thread.
[So, I've come to a point in my life where my illnesses are taking over and slowly consuming me. This is the formal goodbye I've been meaning to write for a long time. I won't post it in the silly 'Farewells section' because I don't care to please a bunch of narcissistic assholes that will just say this is nothing but a show for attention.
To each and every one of you, tell your loved ones how much they mean to you. Never stop doing what you did to get someone. Never forget the struggles your friends and family have endured for you, not even the silent ones, or the ones you don't know about. Always tell people you care about that you still care about them and SHOW it. Don't end up like me - I've destroyed my friend group by distancing myself and I destroyed my relationship with my fiance by closing myself off. People are way too fucking fragile to play with like toys. If you drop them, they will break. And even if you put them back together, those cracks will always show. Never take a person for granted or use them.
This goes out to every one of you. Do not change yourself. You are all beautiful people and you all will do something amazing. It may have a profound effect on you, the people around you, or maybe you won't even notice what you did because it's just second nature at this point. You folk have been better friends (even if my resentment and selfish actions showed) than my real friends have been in the past few weeks. And I thank every one of you for that in a way you most likely will never understand. I love all of you and appreciate something as simple as the conversations we've had.
I would like to apologize to Chloecat for berating her for nothing other than being a girl on the internet.
I would like to apologize to Aaroncat for singling him out and starting shit over someone he genuinely cares about.
I would like to apologize to Plznate for doubting he could change.
I apologize to anyone I have caused even the slightest of harm to.
I am genuinely sorry.]
[So, I've come to a point in my life where my illnesses are taking over and slowly consuming me. This is the formal goodbye I've been meaning to write for a long time. I won't post it in the silly 'Farewells section' because I don't care to please a bunch of narcissistic assholes that will just say this is nothing but a show for attention.
To each and every one of you, tell your loved ones how much they mean to you. Never stop doing what you did to get someone. Never forget the struggles your friends and family have endured for you, not even the silent ones, or the ones you don't know about. Always tell people you care about that you still care about them and SHOW it. Don't end up like me - I've destroyed my friend group by distancing myself and I destroyed my relationship with my fiance by closing myself off. People are way too fucking fragile to play with like toys. If you drop them, they will break. And even if you put them back together, those cracks will always show. Never take a person for granted or use them.
This goes out to every one of you. Do not change yourself. You are all beautiful people and you all will do something amazing. It may have a profound effect on you, the people around you, or maybe you won't even notice what you did because it's just second nature at this point. You folk have been better friends (even if my resentment and selfish actions showed) than my real friends have been in the past few weeks. And I thank every one of you for that in a way you most likely will never understand. I love all of you and appreciate something as simple as the conversations we've had.
I would like to apologize to Chloecat for berating her for nothing other than being a girl on the internet.
I would like to apologize to Aaroncat for singling him out and starting shit over someone he genuinely cares about.
I would like to apologize to Plznate for doubting he could change.
I apologize to anyone I have caused even the slightest of harm to.
I am genuinely sorry.]
