Seriously don't know what to do.

I couldn't find personal support, so if A mod could please move this to that section I'd appreciate it.

So...I was with this girl for 4+ months, it was the best 4+ months I'd ever spent with a girl, she had everything..white girl, quarter cast girls features, into gaming, and I MEAN genuinely into gaming, she knows her shit. She's very calm, and collective, AMAZING in bed, she doesn't mind me smoking weed ect.. We split up because I chose not to tell her a lot of things about me because my past is really bad, I got mixed up in a lot of drugs and shit, and she stopped trusting me because I chose not to tell her. Anyways we split up, and I've partly gotten with another girl called Elliey, she's great and all but April is everything I've always wanted relationship wise, I'm stumped I genuinely don't know what to do, here's the email April sent to me;

please read this isn't junk and i think you will get this >.<!?&#8207;

17/06/2011
Reply &#9660;

April Elvidge
To Samuel Spliffcake
sam im sorry i know what i said the other night was out of order and i do miss you :/.
i know you don't want to hear this but part of me does really want to give us another try ?
add me on fb and inbox me or reply to this if you want to talk things through please
miss you...

It'd fucking destroy Elliey if I show her this, and try to explain. I really need advise.

 

Girls Like April are once in a fucking lifetime meets bro... fuck elliey or w/e,,, Say " ITS NOT U, ITS ME, IM Going Through A rough patch" I would stick with April fo sho man.

 

That's what I would've thought initially, but I don't want to hurt Elliey's feelings, she's done nothing wrong at all and seems really happy now that I'm sort of with her.

 

You created this mess and now you have to clean it up. Do it the way that would least hurt Elliey. But before you choose April, you must solemnly make an oath that you WILL NEVER KEEP A SECRET FROM HER AGAIN. Stop lying to yourself and look at yourself in the mirror. Be honest.

 

^ You're right, you're actually right. I'll sort shit out, thanks for the bitch slap into realization.

 

Lol Samuel Spliffcake?

 

That email's like, almost 7 years old (':

Sorted it now anyways.

/lock

 

tbh.. fuck april off out of it, she has already upset and hurt your feelings... whats stopping her from doing it again?? stick with elliey, she is the one that is their for you... not april bro best of luck.