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UnregisteredNyx
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Hi
I am Nyx, some of you may remember me. I was a member of Sythe.org for about
2 months, during which I became a User Educator and made a lot of friends
here on Sythe. I really hope you will take the time to read everything below,
thanks in advance.
I'll start with saying that what I do not expect to be unbanned, without a penalization
for what I did in the past. I'm not gonna try not to repeat everything I have said in my previous
pardon 6 months ago. The reason I 'stepped forward' was because I felt I was lying to the whole
community. But I was a coward and I didn't mention everything. I really despise myself for not coming clean
about everything, but in the first place for what I did. I think it's pretty obvious that most
of you will never trust me again. And even though I feel that I have matured a lot the last
half year, I fully understand that. Therefor I shouldn't ever have access to the Sythe.org market again.
Apart from the market ban, I feel that there are some other privileges that I don't deserve
- No PMs, neither receiving (except for moderators+) or sending
- No access to any usergroup, (except donators) not sure if there are any left though.
- Not being able to post anywhere except Offtopic in general, or only Something for All if you deem that giving me
access to a whole section is too much.
- Not being able to have a Signature
- A Usertitle that indicates that I am market banned
I presented my idea to SMR, and he told me that all above requests an effort from an administrator,
and that I should ask myself the question if I am worth it. You (SMR and everyone else) shouldn't see this thread
as proof that I believe that I am worth it, but rather as some sort of question to the staff whether they think I'm worth
the effort.
Why would anyone still want me here?
- It's been seven months and I've missed the community a lot. I tried to keep in touch with some of you via IRC, but it's not the same.
I visited Sythe daily, really, since the day I was banned. I hope this was something I was allowed to do, but I assume browsing the
forums as a guest isn't against the Sythe rules. I read the news, had a laugh in the Spam Forum, but I never visited the market.
- While Nyx was unbanned I did quite a lot succesful trades, no issues ever, the most traders went first.
http://sythe.org/showthread.php?t=983786
- I middlemanned a few trades, no issues
http://sythe.org/showthread.php?t=992724
- I wrote 5 long and thorough guides for the User Education section
http://sythe.org/showthread.php?t=990162
http://sythe.org/showthread.php?t=971926
http://sythe.org/showthread.php?t=985087
http://sythe.org/showthread.php?t=971901
http://sythe.org/showthread.php?t=985844
- Gave out free GFX for a while
http://sythe.org/showthread.php?t=972325
- I donated 300$ to Sythe.org. No issues with the PayPal payments (FireZ can confirm), not even after my ban (duh)
- I hope there are a few people around who appreciate me and how I am. I don't like positively describing myself
as I always think it comes over cocky, but I'll try to genuinely do so nonetheless.
I always care, I don't recall ever fighting with a Sythe member, I try to be kind to anyone,
I respect (almost) everyone and I always send many lovehearts to everyone.
I matured a lot, I deeply regret all my wrongdoings and I really hope I am given this chance to prove myself
even if it's only in 'Something For All'.
Thanks for reading. It means a lot to me.
PS I am posting this pardon a few days too early, but I will be leaving the country tomorrow night and when I get back
in three weeks I hope to see your answer.
I am Nyx, some of you may remember me. I was a member of Sythe.org for about
2 months, during which I became a User Educator and made a lot of friends
here on Sythe. I really hope you will take the time to read everything below,
thanks in advance.
I'll start with saying that what I do not expect to be unbanned, without a penalization
for what I did in the past. I'm not gonna try not to repeat everything I have said in my previous
pardon 6 months ago. The reason I 'stepped forward' was because I felt I was lying to the whole
community. But I was a coward and I didn't mention everything. I really despise myself for not coming clean
about everything, but in the first place for what I did. I think it's pretty obvious that most
of you will never trust me again. And even though I feel that I have matured a lot the last
half year, I fully understand that. Therefor I shouldn't ever have access to the Sythe.org market again.
Apart from the market ban, I feel that there are some other privileges that I don't deserve
- No PMs, neither receiving (except for moderators+) or sending
- No access to any usergroup, (except donators) not sure if there are any left though.
- Not being able to post anywhere except Offtopic in general, or only Something for All if you deem that giving me
access to a whole section is too much.
- Not being able to have a Signature
- A Usertitle that indicates that I am market banned
I presented my idea to SMR, and he told me that all above requests an effort from an administrator,
and that I should ask myself the question if I am worth it. You (SMR and everyone else) shouldn't see this thread
as proof that I believe that I am worth it, but rather as some sort of question to the staff whether they think I'm worth
the effort.
Why would anyone still want me here?
- It's been seven months and I've missed the community a lot. I tried to keep in touch with some of you via IRC, but it's not the same.
I visited Sythe daily, really, since the day I was banned. I hope this was something I was allowed to do, but I assume browsing the
forums as a guest isn't against the Sythe rules. I read the news, had a laugh in the Spam Forum, but I never visited the market.
- While Nyx was unbanned I did quite a lot succesful trades, no issues ever, the most traders went first.
http://sythe.org/showthread.php?t=983786
- I middlemanned a few trades, no issues
http://sythe.org/showthread.php?t=992724
- I wrote 5 long and thorough guides for the User Education section
http://sythe.org/showthread.php?t=990162
http://sythe.org/showthread.php?t=971926
http://sythe.org/showthread.php?t=985087
http://sythe.org/showthread.php?t=971901
http://sythe.org/showthread.php?t=985844
- Gave out free GFX for a while
http://sythe.org/showthread.php?t=972325
- I donated 300$ to Sythe.org. No issues with the PayPal payments (FireZ can confirm), not even after my ban (duh)
- I hope there are a few people around who appreciate me and how I am. I don't like positively describing myself
as I always think it comes over cocky, but I'll try to genuinely do so nonetheless.
I always care, I don't recall ever fighting with a Sythe member, I try to be kind to anyone,
I respect (almost) everyone and I always send many lovehearts to everyone.
I matured a lot, I deeply regret all my wrongdoings and I really hope I am given this chance to prove myself
even if it's only in 'Something For All'.
Thanks for reading. It means a lot to me.
PS I am posting this pardon a few days too early, but I will be leaving the country tomorrow night and when I get back
in three weeks I hope to see your answer.
