My emotions.. are screwed..

[Jacmob]

TWO DIFFERENT STORIES HAPPENING RIGHT NOW WITH TWO DIFFERENT GIRLS..

Met girl about a month ago.. mind you we're both 18..

Anyways we got real close.. like to the point where sexting and role playing over the phone was in every convo we had everyday.. followed by sex on the weekends.. or just a shit load of romantic stuff.. I mean were tightt..

So what happens is everyday before going to bed we'd chat it up for hours and iin morning we'd wake each other up by spam texting or if one of us spent night at others then something unique..i mean we would cuddle just do everything..

so two days ago i wake up send her text and no response.. i was like ok np still asleep it happens alot.. i had a busy day anyways so i didnt have time to text.. come home late night see no response on my phone.. then i thought it was weird.. so I go on facebook and i typed her name in.. she didn't show up..

I WAS BLOCKED.. she deleted me from her skype/facebook/contacts on phone.. just out the blue .. the last thing she had told me the previous night was "I love you baby".. so I was like huh..

I made two fb accounts one called kirstentalk tomeplease and other called ijust wantareason

got response saying her phone had been taken.. np just block me on fb if you're phone's taken..

so I ignored it til today on kik messenger she got her ipod back because i could tell because her kik messenger said she read my last message..

so I became blocked on kik too.. anyways she's cut off all contact and now I have 3 numbers that could be hers.. one was on her fb/one was on her skype/one was one we used to text...

I didn't even get a reason why.. she had even proposed to me to marry her after i mentioned it.. we had kids planned everything.. she was the one </3

Then i made a mistake.. out of rage i posted all 3 numbers on 4chan with photo of her.. didnt think itd be huge but apparently shes hot enough to get 500 replies within hours.. people have text bombed those numbers everything.. i keep sending her messages in the morning saying 'im sorry'

I didnt mean for that to happen like that.. so idk if i lost her forever.. i dont see her in school as she lives 2 hrs away and i cant just drive there because i have school..

ugh should i just move on.. i feel like i should but i feel like this all started because i was married to a girl on facebook who was my best friend.. ughhh

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THE OTHER GIRL TIME LMFAO

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So my other girl who's friend decided to go out and try anal.. shes 16.. was like wtf..

apparently she might be pregnant because she passed a pregnancy test in terms of it says shes pregnant but she's going to get another one.. then she started telling all these people different stories.. like she told me she wasnt gonna get a pregnancy test until sunday.. then she told my other friend she was pregnant which i went over to her house and saw she had passed the stick (shes getting a much better one done sunday for real though)

anyways all the stories dont match up..everyone has fb chat pics and they dont add up.. everyone thinks shes bsing most of it but idk.. shes a big tease.. any guy who says i <3 you shell tease you on vid chat or irl by nearly going naked or something.. im thinking of deleted her from facebook and just ignoring her because she is a whore and wont believe anyone and gets really pissy and makes everyone feel bad..

i love her as a great friend though because shes smart and everything and i mean me and her friends still care about her..

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all in all what should i do.. im an emotional wreck for a guy who doesnt cry after seeing my wrist being snapped when i broke it.. i mean idk what to feel.. i feel depressed and i listen to music a lot now which eases me.. thinking of marijuana but i dont wanna fuck my life.. i mean i just dont know what to do.. i have loads of friends who i can confide in and they confide in me which is what ive been doin lately but i mean idk.. you can see my other threads on girls ive posted recently and youll see that girls are just fuckin with me man.. maybe i should just go gay LOL... i mean i cant even focus in school now

 

[-Bat]

It is really really rough to be in your situation no doubt. The sad fact is the relationship with girl 1 is over...like don't even think about it over. Try to forget if you can. Girl 2 just sounds like a needy person. Can be hard to deal with because they always have drama for attention. That being said girl 2 can be alright, but you might have to limit time you spend with her. Alot of girls like this the more time you spend with them the more drama there is.

 

[SexayMistahBee]

It's possible that she had something that she didn't like about you, but didn't want to talk about it because of the fear of hurting your feelings. And of course, it ended up hurting you more, but she didn't know that that would happen.

Was she the type of person who would let other people have the last words during an argument? Does she sound like the type of a person who tried to avoid conflicts?

 

[Infadel]

You should see a councillor. He/she could really help. I mean if your willing to write about your problems in a forum full of people you dont even know, I'm sure you won't have problems with talking to a councillor and besides, they are professionals and probably know the best solutions for you.
Hang in there man

 

[Jacmob]

It's possible that she had something that she didn't like about you, but didn't want to talk about it because of the fear of hurting your feelings. And of course, it ended up hurting you more, but she didn't know that that would happen.

Was she the type of person who would let other people have the last words during an argument? Does she sound like the type of a person who tried to avoid conflicts?

No I'd say i love you then she would say i love you more and we would go back and forth.. or if I was at her house if something started like for example once I accidently tapped her she slapped my arm i would do her arm.. etc and she would make sure she got last laugh..

she was always one to get last say etc

You should see a councillor. He/she could really help. I mean if your willing to write about your problems in a forum full of people you dont even know, I'm sure you won't have problems with talking to a councillor and besides, they are professionals and probably know the best solutions for you.
Hang in there man

I prefer the anonymity of posting on the forums.. plus I mean there are free counselors but I really don't wanna go to one..

 

[Andytheman]

Weed doesn't fuck up youre life... it also helps depression. Go research lol.

 

[Jacmob]

Weed doesn't fuck up youre life... it also helps depression. Go research lol.

i know but I don't wanna become an addict and go to jail for being stupid..

i could easily buy some since everyone at my school is a dealer :embar:

but I mean I want that as last resort

 

[Fantasy Factory]

Not fun times, but you are still young mate. You posted her picture and number on a fourm FULLL of trolls, and didn't think it would amount to anything? That means you should probably move on, and find a connection with another girl. Don't delete the second girl from facebook because she is possibly lying about being pregnant, she wants attention. If she is indeed not pregnant then the whole thing will blow over soon, and there will be something else. Counseling is a great idea, as suggested above, seeing as how they can figure out what's precisely wrong with you, and do their best to help. All I know to do is live life for now, and as time goes by you will have more women on your mind.

 

[Jacmob]

UPDATE: just got text from her saying: "i snuck my phone baby i still love you"

so that explains why she hasnt texted anyone but her fb account is completely removed.. hmm

 

[Camerons Acc Sales]

Just give everyone time

 

[ASSASS1N]

I think the best thing to do is wait it out. Unless Girl 1 is crazy or something (In which case you're better off without her) then you probably don't know the whole story and are just assuming the worst.

For girl 2, I'd say try being a friend and critique her flaws. Help her become a better person. That remedies the problem for the both of you.

 

[Dave.]

i really want to go on a full rant at you, but here are my two cents.

If you're planning your life with a girl and you're 18, it's not gonna end well.

Sounds like you're in the wrong crowd of girls what, you're in a relationship with one girl and fucking another? what?

If i were in your shoes all that would be running through my head would be " FUCKING ABORT MAN"

I think the person you should be worried about is yourself, read what you have said but read it as if you was another person, posting someones details online is never the right thing to do, imo you did everything wrong, and will probably carry on doing it no matter what anyone here or irl says. a clear sign a girl is crazy is when she likes you one moment and blocks you the next, also don't have unprotected sex with anyone you don't truly trust.

 

[Jacmob]

OK guys I feel like I should update..

Girl 1 started talking to me again.. only problem is she doesn't have phone and I saw proof etc.. so we talk over 'kik' app and skype/facebook etc but heres another problem..

I dont have a smart phone and im moving tuesday and won't have internet for like 2 weeks.. so am I royally screwing myself now? She deleted her fb due to 4chan but reopened a new one added me etc..

we're in good standings now but i mean I'm gonna have to go to library or figure out something to talk to her now :/..

@dave: my head isnt in clouds but i mean i'm gonna wait until im in well standings in college before i even THINK of marriage....what if i find someone better? i mean who knows.. i'm slowing things down focusing on other things first and girls come second now..


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@girl 2: shes settled down now and still a whore but im still working it out with her.. im trying to get her to realize that its not ok for people to randomly slap your ass or something like that.. i mean ill be like really dont let guys do that and don't tease guys by wearin low tank tops and shaking or something (does it alot).. shes gettin the hang of what im talking about and I'm gettin through to her but its matter of time

thanks guys if you want updates pm me as ill probably start reading feedback from here but really no responses