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ever since I was in 3rd grade I have had severe depression, my mom made me are a shrink when I told her I wanted to kill myself, I was only 9..... I hid most of it from the shrink wanting to be a normal kid, not having to pop psycho pills.... I'm my moms 5th kid, my oldest brother has issues because of his mom (none of us have the same Parents) ----brb
My second oldest brother has a heart condition, and might die soon because he wasn't supposed to live to see 8 and he's 22, he is also DmD (develop mentaily delayed) and insults me a lot as does the oldest, My sister the third oldest just has issues in general and put us through hell, and then the next youngest to me died so everyone else needs all this attention... Leaving me out in the -
Side lines, always being forgotten about
In 1st grade I had a accident where I was ran down (right down the spine) by a guy on a bike and I have had a brain inguery ever since because doctors failed to notice this and so now its permanate and I am on sleeping pills that knock me out so hard I can't get up in the mornings to go to school, but if I don't sleep then it spazzes and makes me imagine I have all this pain and can't move -
Because it hurts so much, so then I used to pop a bunch of tyolnole befor I found out what it was so my liver is pretty much crap, and so if I thought I was in all this pain and stuff then I wouldn't be going to school very much and so people spread rumors about me and since I wasn't there so much I didn't have any friends
Real convo^ lol
My second oldest brother has a heart condition, and might die soon because he wasn't supposed to live to see 8 and he's 22, he is also DmD (develop mentaily delayed) and insults me a lot as does the oldest, My sister the third oldest just has issues in general and put us through hell, and then the next youngest to me died so everyone else needs all this attention... Leaving me out in the -
Side lines, always being forgotten about
In 1st grade I had a accident where I was ran down (right down the spine) by a guy on a bike and I have had a brain inguery ever since because doctors failed to notice this and so now its permanate and I am on sleeping pills that knock me out so hard I can't get up in the mornings to go to school, but if I don't sleep then it spazzes and makes me imagine I have all this pain and can't move -
Because it hurts so much, so then I used to pop a bunch of tyolnole befor I found out what it was so my liver is pretty much crap, and so if I thought I was in all this pain and stuff then I wouldn't be going to school very much and so people spread rumors about me and since I wasn't there so much I didn't have any friends
Real convo^ lol
