I know school is important, but why should i go to school for something i don't enjoy doing. I don't see myself going to university. Hell i don't see myself even finishing 2 years in college. Its not that i'm not capable of graduating its just i don't feel this is something i want to do with my life. I really don't know what i want to do. Even if i do get a degree what am i going to do? work some job for decent pay that i hate? That is not for me. When i see people like that i feel bad for them. Living like that kills your soul. Id probably shoot myself. Then again if i don't go to school i will probably just end up at some shitty minimum wage job just barely getting by. Id like to hold on to the hope that that won't happen.
Id like to travel, do sometimg in the arts, maybe acting. Now i know that i wont become a star but i'm talking about doing plays or small things like that. I know its not steady income but i think id rather at least TRY it. I also like playing poker but that wont take me anywhere. I don't wanna look back on my life in 10 years and have it be filled with regrets. Hell i already have way to many of those.
This is why this summer iv decided to go on a sort of soul searching kind of journey to figure out what i want in life. I need to start taking some risks and stop playing life so safe.
-Wish me luck.
Id like to travel, do sometimg in the arts, maybe acting. Now i know that i wont become a star but i'm talking about doing plays or small things like that. I know its not steady income but i think id rather at least TRY it. I also like playing poker but that wont take me anywhere. I don't wanna look back on my life in 10 years and have it be filled with regrets. Hell i already have way to many of those.
This is why this summer iv decided to go on a sort of soul searching kind of journey to figure out what i want in life. I need to start taking some risks and stop playing life so safe.
-Wish me luck.










