I'm really afraid...

[Depression and afraid]

I'm really afraid right now. I use other forums on the internet, and I started talking to this guy named 'chip'. We talked a bunch, and he told me he could get me cheap bids on the site 'quibids.com'. For those of you who do not know what that is, it's a penny auction site, where you can win stuff for cheap. I did it, and I won a few things. I checked in the order history and saw all the bids he had bought. He had told me before that you use a prepaid credit card to buy the bids or something and it'll go through. I just thought.. what if it's a stolen credit card?? I talked to other people about it and some people said it was and I should be worried, others said I shouldn't be.

I've been thinking and stressing about it, and one of the items I sold to a IRL friend who I actually like, alot. She asked me last night that if the thing I sold her was 'illegal'. I told her it wasn't and that I got it off of that site. She said okay and we continued txting, whatever. This is literally going to be the end of me. I think about suicide all the time, but ever since I started doing this, it's intensified.

What if my parents were to find out? I just don't know how I'd live on being a disappointment to them.

How do I talk to someone about this? I see a therapist and I don't know if he would be obligated to tell my parents or the authorities. I'm just really scared.

Please base your posts that the way he bought it was a stolen credit card, please.

Should I tell my parents? I just don't know what to do..

 

[uselesspoop]

relax my friend! even if it was a stolen cc ( which is unlikely ), you can tell the authorities what exactly happened and that you were not aware of anything. Chances are you will not be implicated! So calm down and see how things go

 

[Deviant Cloud]

You'll be fine mate, just take the items and stuff and forget that site. Nothing is going to happen and if it does you can just explain the situation and they will understand. It's really not a big deal you'll be fine and stressing about suicide is just silly!

 

[Hexium]

I'm really afraid right now. I use other forums on the internet, and I started talking to this guy named 'chip'. We talked a bunch, and he told me he could get me cheap bids on the site 'quibids.com'. For those of you who do not know what that is, it's a penny auction site, where you can win stuff for cheap. I did it, and I won a few things. I checked in the order history and saw all the bids he had bought. He had told me before that you use a prepaid credit card to buy the bids or something and it'll go through. I just thought.. what if it's a stolen credit card?? I talked to other people about it and some people said it was and I should be worried, others said I shouldn't be.

I've been thinking and stressing about it, and one of the items I sold to a IRL friend who I actually like, alot. She asked me last night that if the thing I sold her was 'illegal'. I told her it wasn't and that I got it off of that site. She said okay and we continued txting, whatever. This is literally going to be the end of me. I think about suicide all the time, but ever since I started doing this, it's intensified.

What if my parents were to find out? I just don't know how I'd live on being a disappointment to them.

How do I talk to someone about this? I see a therapist and I don't know if he would be obligated to tell my parents or the authorities. I'm just really scared.

Please base your posts that the way he bought it was a stolen credit card, please.

Should I tell my parents? I just don't know what to do..

Even if it is stolen chances are nothing will happen to you.

About the suicide, talk to somebody about it. Get help, thats not normal.

 

[Wetdoomseal]

Just don't do it again, nothing will happen.

 

[lunchboxx321]

ya ur fine. id keep any records of htat kid buying the bids for u in case police get involved, but i seriously doubt itll come to that

 

[mike1]

you will be fine please stop worrying if worse comes to worse just say someone using your network ect you have no card phisicly

 

[Moon Dreams]

Wow, why are you over-thinking things? You're stressing way too much; calm down!! chill, enjoy life, why worry about the most silliest things?

If you want to check if it's a pre-paid credit card or not, try signing up for a free trial on Netflix or something, that doesn't bill you'r credit card for 31 days, and you can cancel anytime; and they don't accept pre-paid credit cards for Netflix.

Even if you did get caught, explain the story and it will just backfire on 'chip'

That's it. Learn to calm the fuck down. You're parents have much more to worry about that you buying random shit with a possible stolen credit card. Ever thought how it would feel like if you ran away from home, or went missing?

You really need some help, and fuck the therapist, why even other seeing one? Make some real friends, some one's that care about you. If that doesn't work, play online games or find a different escape.

Try sports, or if you don't like sports, try playing billiards or pool, for the non-athletic. That's usually an escape for me.