I need some time to collect my head and figure out why im fucking playing some shitty game ill probly quit all those stupid games but continue mm'ing because i want to be official really bad. Ill be on and off throughout the month. Im thinking about leaving forever. I dont care if you post saying you h8 me or finally hes leaving whatever im just giving heads up that i might. So ya..and since mostly everyone on sythe hates me and thinks im stupid i just dont really belong on sythe.org so i might move somewhere else or just idk. Im having irl probs to so i just dont know whats going on i went to the hospital because of certain things happening to me and ive been diagnosed with lung cancer. Im not lieng or playing around so believe what you want. I wouldnt joke around about cancer because its serious so whatever. Ive enjoyed sythe alot and lots of people i like. Ive learned alot from user-eds and other people.
