I need to cry this out.

[Arnie]

what is it that you actually do for work?

I don't have a job anymore.
The clinical lab i was working on just closed due to the lack of clients; other labs are closing or dismissing par of their personal for the same reason.

Worked at my father's workshop (he builds those gigantic external advertising signs with steal), doing graphic desing. Had to quit, just one client in 4 months.

Also this:
Venezuela's unemployment rate = HIGH AF

 

[Brostar]

I don't have a job anymore.
The clinical lab i was working on just closed due to the lack of clients; other labs are closing or dismissing par of their personal for the same reason.

Worked at my father's workshop (he builds those gigantic external advertising signs with steal), doing graphic desing. Had to quit, just one client in 4 months.

Also this:
Venezuela's unemployment rate = HIGH AF

I've heard of Venezuelan's gold farming for IRL cash you should try this even doing zulrah is 2m/ph = $2 i know its not much, Or you could get into day trading crypto once you have a good enough funds If you need help doing that let me know id be willing to help you i've made a lot of money doing it

 

That voice inside that cries out "This is not what you wanted for your life" when i find myself weak and hungry on my bed, trying to sleep to avoid the stomach roars. "You are 28 years old and you have nothing!" it says- And it's rigth. I have nothing, but the burden of my useless self, the pain of my useless leg, and the strong desire to vannish.

Hey man, what you've been through is a lot more than a lot of people I know could handle. You're a remarkable person for supporting your family through all of that and it puts a lot of my own perceived problems to shame. You're a strong person who's done the best they can with an awful situation.

How are your relatives doing in Colombia? Is that an option for you or just as bad?