So basically, I was introduced to runescape in 4th/5th grade and I instantly became addicted to it. I would play before school/after school just about all the time. In 5th grade you take the IOWA test and that determines the chain of classes you will be taking basically for the rest of your schooling. I was able to do very well on that do to natural intelligence. But once middle school came I was not able to do this. I would play runescape all day and would fail most of my classes. I was still able to get through most of my classes by passing but I never got all A's. But anyway fast forward to 7th grade and I started losing interest for runescape, but a new interest developed. Sythe.org, I created and account and spent many hours on it all the time. I basically wasted 7th grade tbh. The only thing that kept me from being completely addicted was the face I'm a sports junkie and the only thing I love to do more than go on this site is play lacrosse and basketball. Over that summer I wasted all of it. I don't really know If I even went outside the whole summer which was something I greatly regret. In 8th grade during the year I didn't get on that much. I was caught up in sports school and my girlfriend so I really had nothing to do.
To my priorize issue. This summer I was diagnosed with severes disease. This has to do with the the tendons and the growth plates on the bottom of your heal and I have not been able to go out side or have any fun this summer. I had to quit my travel lacrosse team and have basically sat around on sythe this whole summer. I am going into 9th grade and I am taking Honors Biology. I will be taking this 3 years ahead of any of my class mates and I have a huge research project to get done before school starts. I still haven't even gotten an Idea approved and I need to write a 3,000 - 5,000word research paper by the time summer is over ( 2 week). I and don't even have an Idea. This project is worth over 35% of my semester grade and 40% of my first quarter grade. I realize this but I still have no urge to get any of this done. I wonder If I'm just to damn addicted or I just have no motivation or prioritizing skills. Is there anything I should be doing?
PLEASE NO TROLLING I REP YOU IN A INSTANT





