Have you ever felt like...

Please do not give 1 line responses without reading the whole thread and being able to relate at least a bit. Thanks.

Well; A bit about myself: I'm 19 years old, graduating this year, looking forward to university; I come from a nice family background, I have one true friend I can always count on, so I pretty much have everything anyone could ever dream of.

However; I had a 14 month long relationship with an old classmate which went terribly wrong. She cheated on me with her ex, I cheated on her, then she cheated on me again with someone else and I decided to dump her, because she lied to me about nearly everything, then went on and fucked her best girlfriend. This happened around 8 months ago. I feel this was the time I needed to completely recover from that relationship, as I thought our relationship a lot more serious, than it turned out to be.

Up until now, I basically looked at girls based on their looks only. However, I just recently met someone, who opened my eyes (I talked with this person for 2-3 hours, basically a stranger to me) and my opinion has completely changed about this. Basically it was the first time I had a long conversation with a girl, that actually had deep thoughts in it, and I enjoyed it very much.

Then I thought to myself: This is what I'm looking for; Someone who was on a similar wave to myself (This person I mentioned is 100% out of the question, won't elaborate why, so don't even mention that).

After talking with this girl, I feel like it's the only thing I'm missing from my life. Now, after thinking for a bit, I realized all of my past relationships failed hard, because I and the girls were all completely on different tracks.

I then thought about all the girls I know, and I realized; Fuck, all of them are either bitches, immature, or annoying, but at the same time, I feel like it would be time to have someone by my side, once again.

Have you ever felt like, you got a perfect picture of what you're looking in a girl, but yet only knowing girls who do not meet these either intellectual or the looks you are looking for, in a girl, yet you felt it'd be great to have someone (again?)

Sorry, may not make much sense, as sentences followed one another as thoughts came to my mind; At least it's written from the heart. No idea why I wrote this either, but meh; Can anyone relate?

 

It's very hard to find someone who your personality can mesh with.

Either they have the looks or the personality; usually not both

It just takes finding that one person you can grow old with.

Glad to hear you have started to understand that females aren't just a pretty face, tits, and vagina.... lol