End of Love

[Ridah]

Story I'd like to share with you.

Today I broke up with my girlfried, the love of my life. 3 year full of memories, full of emotions, full of happiness and sorrow. It's over.

This work of mine pictures the feeling I'm having right now.
Man crying on hes knees, shouting help from heaven. Lost in pain. In a moment of exploding.

Some may say that this is a way to get attention. No. I'm not after attention. I just want to share this piece of work.

"a sculpture of an angel in ice stands before me,
the more i hold her, the more she melts away.
a sculpture of an angel in ice, just not made for me,
so sad as she left, she said “please don’t wait.”

but i still hear her whispers carried in the breeze,
saying, “baby, lets live while our souls are still free.”

but i’m down on my knees, crushed to the floor,
screaming surrender like never before,
i knew it was wrong, still trying to hold on.
and i’m down on my knees, with myself to blame.

all my faith was in pieces, like a broken glass,
as i tried to collect it, i cut myself.
after time all the pieces were all replaced,
as my love for her faded, to the silent place.

but i still hear her whispers carried in the breeze,
saying, “baby, lets live while our souls are still free.”

but i’m down on my knees, close to the floor,
screaming surrender like never before,
i knew it was wrong, still trying to hold on.
and i’m down on my knees, with myself to blame,
coz i’m too weak to blow out the flame.
i’m still trying to hold on.

still trying to hold…
still trying to hold on.
so lets live while our souls are still free.

but i’m down on my knees, with myself to blame.
coz i’m too weak to blow out this flame."​

 

[Ridah]

I'm 19. I'v been engaged 1.5 years. We were living together.. So I think this feeling is real. and you're right, this is not the end but still feels fucking bad. And you might say, wait and see, you'll be together after some time. Sorry to disappoint you but sadly that won't happen. Long story and this is the final end.

I understand your point about teen age "love/crush".
And I also understand this place ain't the right for this kind of stuff. But the point was posting the image that I made trying to picturise the feeling I'm having.

and about the sig, style of the sig is sprite. that's why it's so sharpen/looks like gaussian noised. The song's lyrics I posted, is the inspiration of the work. And yeah, it's not about the time I spent doing it, how did I do it, what styles I used, it's about the motion side. The deepness, the meaning. I don't know if it's only me, on this mood, but the sig loads me up with plenty of feelings and reading the lyrics you prolly understand the image more.

the original render.

 

[5w33t p00p3r]

Wait, did you break up with her, or vice-versa?? Anyways, sorry about that.

For the sig: I like the right side of the render, but the left side is all gumbled around and doesn't fit as much. Overall, I like it, especially the text for some reason

 

[Ridah]

thanks for the feedback