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So starting Tuesday (the 18th) I am done with habitual use of drugs, forever. At least, I hope.
I've been smoking weed for around 3 years as a daily (daily on and off) user. I've tried to quit so many times but god damn..it's a lot harder than people make it seem. "Simple DAWAWAWGGG, just don't blaze!!!" Not that simple when all your friends love to smoke all the time and ONLY hit you up for that reason and when I've made a huge habit out of it for 3 years. My dealer is also extremely reliable and packs my shit very fat for good prices (thus, it's not a problem at all to relapse).
Within the past 2 months also, I picked up a bad adderall habit too.. My friend has a prescription and he gave me 650mg in 40 pills for like $40. Told myself I'd only use them when necessary (lots of assignments, etc.) but I began to pop them daily and now it's impossible for me to really get up and going without them. I popped 3 10s 10 minutes ago and have my final 3 10s for work tonight.
Why Tuesday? I'm getting my wisdoms out. This will give me a very much needed 2 week mandatory headstart on quitting smoking. Adderall is something that won't be hard as long as my friend doesn't give me any. I won't be going to work because of my wisdoms anyway so hopefully my body can detox by then so I'll have motivation for work. Last day of classes was yesterday for me anyway (the 14th) so basically I have this entire break to detox.
Weed isn't bad imo, just I simply cannot control myself when it comes to weed. I'll stop for 2 weeks then think "Hey! I can obviously just stop whenever I want!" So I'll lite up that night with a friend and have a fun night and wake up in the morning with no regrets and feeling the same and great. With this mindset I'll think "Might as well smoke more weed! I obviously had a good time!" Then I'll buy an 8th and ONLY want to smoke (which leads to lack of motivation/laziness/etc.)
Hopefully I don't suddenly make a habit out of the pills I get from getting my wisdoms out................. I won't though - I know how fucking awful that can get.
Made this thread for basically support and personal advice/tips/info/experiences that can help me out in any way possible.
Thank you everyone a ton in advance. I've posted a ton on this 'Personal Support' forum and many of you have helped me in so many ways it's unbelievable, yet most of the time I never respond (too busy trying to stim up or something or too faded to give a fuck to respond or think what I'm typing even makes sense).
I'm quitting in a 'New Years Resolution' kind of way, but since I have to stop for my wisdoms anyway, this is a wonderful headstart and because of break I have no 'required' social interaction so by the time school comes around, I'll be my good 'ol self again.
Thanks
I've been smoking weed for around 3 years as a daily (daily on and off) user. I've tried to quit so many times but god damn..it's a lot harder than people make it seem. "Simple DAWAWAWGGG, just don't blaze!!!" Not that simple when all your friends love to smoke all the time and ONLY hit you up for that reason and when I've made a huge habit out of it for 3 years. My dealer is also extremely reliable and packs my shit very fat for good prices (thus, it's not a problem at all to relapse).
Within the past 2 months also, I picked up a bad adderall habit too.. My friend has a prescription and he gave me 650mg in 40 pills for like $40. Told myself I'd only use them when necessary (lots of assignments, etc.) but I began to pop them daily and now it's impossible for me to really get up and going without them. I popped 3 10s 10 minutes ago and have my final 3 10s for work tonight.
Why Tuesday? I'm getting my wisdoms out. This will give me a very much needed 2 week mandatory headstart on quitting smoking. Adderall is something that won't be hard as long as my friend doesn't give me any. I won't be going to work because of my wisdoms anyway so hopefully my body can detox by then so I'll have motivation for work. Last day of classes was yesterday for me anyway (the 14th) so basically I have this entire break to detox.
Weed isn't bad imo, just I simply cannot control myself when it comes to weed. I'll stop for 2 weeks then think "Hey! I can obviously just stop whenever I want!" So I'll lite up that night with a friend and have a fun night and wake up in the morning with no regrets and feeling the same and great. With this mindset I'll think "Might as well smoke more weed! I obviously had a good time!" Then I'll buy an 8th and ONLY want to smoke (which leads to lack of motivation/laziness/etc.)
Hopefully I don't suddenly make a habit out of the pills I get from getting my wisdoms out................. I won't though - I know how fucking awful that can get.
Made this thread for basically support and personal advice/tips/info/experiences that can help me out in any way possible.
Thank you everyone a ton in advance. I've posted a ton on this 'Personal Support' forum and many of you have helped me in so many ways it's unbelievable, yet most of the time I never respond (too busy trying to stim up or something or too faded to give a fuck to respond or think what I'm typing even makes sense).
I'm quitting in a 'New Years Resolution' kind of way, but since I have to stop for my wisdoms anyway, this is a wonderful headstart and because of break I have no 'required' social interaction so by the time school comes around, I'll be my good 'ol self again.
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