I've actually been more depressed before I smoked weed, but the thing about weed is that you do get addicted, and you think about being high all the time. The only way to cunter that is to get A LOT of weed and smoke it every day until you get bored. This is how I did it, and after two weeks of this I decided I will do it less frequently.
Where do you get your cubans? Aren't you 17?
I'm canadian, you can walk into a smoke shop and buy them, we're don't have communists like America... but my friends family goes down every school break and you can legally bring 50 (any size) over, per person. They usually just bring over the small habanas or romeo y juliet's It's roughly half the price to buy them down there.
Weed is huge where I live, if you're looking to buy it's about 5$ a gram but there's a surplus of it so a lot of people share if they're smoking. Plain fact is too much of it will actually fry you, it's a great feeling but it really isn't worth it. Not to mention that you're fucked if you go for a blood test since it takes like 4 months to get out of your system.
Finn is right btw, don't forget the average person here is like 13.





