Hey i just want to get this out here coz i'm in a shit mood like usual. My parents have always given me everything, the best clothes, best shoes, best everything really. The most recent thing my parents bought for me is a Nissan R33 Skyline. While some of you may think that it'd be great, well it is when you actually get the item, it makes you really happy etc. But overall i think it just screws you up.
My main emotions that i feel about 90% of the time are Hate, Anger and Jealousy. Whenever i can't have something i get angry. I am always jealous when someone has something better than me and i hate those who have something i can't have. My friends often think i can be an extremely angry person at times and that i am heartless because i don't care about 99.9% of people nor do i care what happens to them.
When i really like a girl and they don't like me in that way, it makes my head feel like its about to explode with the three emotions i previously stated. I guess girls are the only thing my parents can't give me.
Anyway, what do you guys think? Is this just my personality or is it because i've been given lots of things? And any ideas on how i can be less jealous etc? Coz its started to like really build up and i think i'm just gonna snap one day.