Ok i had to get this out, advise would be appreciated , please don't flam me.
Ive really gotten back into old school runescape for about a week , than boom that gambling habit strikes me.
To get back in i bought 10m , lost 5 at the duel arena , went a gambled away on dicing irc made it into 25m.
Kept getting lucky everyday used to dice 5m and at the end of a week i had 70m , was all happy got all the armour started pking and merching.
Then all the sudden there was this wager up called it lost it boom then raged and lost the other one.
Gf rs , after about 2 days booted the shit outta my account and started a gold farm diced away all that money.
Later started buying money with the money my parents give me for school, diced away with that money.
Btw just a thought : i don't even feel like playing until i have that 70mil again , like i don't know why , is this normal because i had like 20m but i just felt i need 70m to play.
Later i realised what the fuck am i doing , so i one last time bought money gambled away but won and got refunds from everyone i bought money off of because i bought off sites for almost 3$ a mil and if i resold it , i would of lost out on 1$ a mil.
Anyways the story here is , now again i feel like dicing , but i don't know when to stop if i loose 1m just to make that 1m back i end up loosing 50m.
Please advice , is there a thing on your mac OS where you could block a site with a passcode , id have my brother do it.
Update: taking your advice i quit playing as theres nothing to do , today is day 1 went out for a nice drive felt good.
Ive really gotten back into old school runescape for about a week , than boom that gambling habit strikes me.
To get back in i bought 10m , lost 5 at the duel arena , went a gambled away on dicing irc made it into 25m.
Kept getting lucky everyday used to dice 5m and at the end of a week i had 70m , was all happy got all the armour started pking and merching.
Then all the sudden there was this wager up called it lost it boom then raged and lost the other one.
Gf rs , after about 2 days booted the shit outta my account and started a gold farm diced away all that money.
Later started buying money with the money my parents give me for school, diced away with that money.
Btw just a thought : i don't even feel like playing until i have that 70mil again , like i don't know why , is this normal because i had like 20m but i just felt i need 70m to play.
Later i realised what the fuck am i doing , so i one last time bought money gambled away but won and got refunds from everyone i bought money off of because i bought off sites for almost 3$ a mil and if i resold it , i would of lost out on 1$ a mil.
Anyways the story here is , now again i feel like dicing , but i don't know when to stop if i loose 1m just to make that 1m back i end up loosing 50m.
Please advice , is there a thing on your mac OS where you could block a site with a passcode , id have my brother do it.
Update: taking your advice i quit playing as theres nothing to do , today is day 1 went out for a nice drive felt good.


































