My Dad: Well right now I'm living with him but he was always an alcoholic and cheated on my mom, hit her, etc. They are divorced now and have been for many years. I am staying with him right now because I have no other choice and I was always one to defend him when my mother talked about him because I felt sorry for him in a way. I know he will probably have his same routine which is generally getting home, drinking a whole bottle of wine while listening to his music and going to sleep. This kills me inside because as I son I don't want to see him die lonely without being happy but I've been told many times to stop worrying about him because he decided to live like that. But in a way deep down I wish he would change and I'll cry the day I have to leave him. He does not want to talk to my mother, and he always talks to me and never with my brother or my other brother (which isn't his son) and it's awful how he has no relationship with them but only he can take notice of that. I have decided not to live with him because I don't want to see him drink himself to sleep every night but it hurts that I feel like I'm ignoring him and leaving him alone to die so slowly mentally and physically.
