Community Discord Ban Dispute

Hello, I was banned today on the Sythe community Discord for being extremely immature and saying the N word multiple times and I would like to pardon and apologize to the entire community. I honestly just felt like I needed to get out some built-up anger because of some issues IRL (happy to discuss this with staff privately) and I definitely shouldn't have went that route to express my anger. Not only is it dumb but it's completely immature for a grown man to say.

I completely understand why this is something that isn't allowed on the server, immature and racial slurs is what got the last Discord server banned and staff at this point kinda have their hands tied and just want the server to stay open while also trying to encourage free speech at the same time (being it is considered spam forum as I best understand it). Staff worked for years to get the community discord to the place it is and I very immaturely said some stuff that could put that all in jeopardy. I know how tough it is for staff because they work so hard completely unpaid and it's basically like me spitting in their face. Especially with mods I've been cool with in the old days this is just a very embarrassing situation for me. I just definitely feel sorry for doing that immature stuff, I'm a grown-up and should completely know better. It's not funny, not cool, and not hip to say that stupid shit. It's childs-play and I was at the tail end of saying stupid shit that I shouldn't have. I genuinely feel sorry.

I would like to extend this dispute by promising NEVER to say the N word again, and will accept a permanent ban in the community discord server if there is any sort of that childs-play from me again (saying the n word). I will even go as far as allowing this post to be completely public to the whole community so everybody knows how much of an asshole I am. Again, I'm sorry to the mods, community, and everybody.

 

Nope. You know better.

 

We vote on these? This should just be denied

 

Brought the server in danger so unfortunately no