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pur3bloody · Apr 22, 2014

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um, i take offense to him saying that everyone in the military are faggots. I believe he says this in number 2 of his rant. That is fucking disgusting for him to say. Please remove it and infract him.
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Post: Boom. Personal Support.
Forum: Personal Support
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Posted by: kill dank
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Okay so I figured I could vent here.

I hate my life and think about killing myself every day. There are only three things that actually keep me from doing it.

1. My girlfriend would be devastated. She's the most amazing girl I've ever met and nobody deserves to have her, not even me. But if anybody were to have her, I would rather it be me because I could never trust anybody else to treat her like she deserves. She is 110% in love with me and hurting her would be the most selfish thing I could do.

2. My student loan debt would fall back on my parents and destroy everything they have worked their entire lives for. I owe over $80,000 and have no idea how I'm ever going to pay it back. Call me stupid, I don't care. The educational system in the US is fucked and anybody that has experienced it first hand will agree... Except your faggot military knuckleheads. They're entire mindset on life is fucked. Just tell one of them that and watch. Their reaction and justification for their ignorance speaks for itself.

3. Killing myself forfeits any chance I'll ever have to enjoy anything. There are plenty of things that I enjoy. The problems in my life keep me from doing what I enjoy. This is difficult to explain. I do not kill myself in hopes that I will one day be able to do what I enjoy... Even though, as it stands, it doesn't seem like that's going to happen.

What the fuck man. Okay. Here's a list of a couple things that contribute to my discontent.

1. Work sucks. I work my dick off and these fucking spics just stand around telling people what to do while getting paid twice what I make.

2. School. It's not overwhelming, I just hate the shit out of how expensive it is. If I had all the money in the world, I would take classes until the day that I die just to satisfy my lust for knowledge.... The only problem is that I have to get out because I can't afford it. Even though I've learned a fuck ton, it doesn't mean anything unless I get that fucking piece of paper. To do that, I have to take classes that I don't give a mother fuck about. Since I don't give a shit about them, I don't do the work, it piles up, and I never do it. My entire problem, right the fuck there. Motivation or something.

3. This horrible, horrible, horrible country that I live in. I would leave and go ANYWHERE (almost). I can't even begin to describe the level of hatred I have for basically everybody that I come in contact with. They are so mother fucking stupid and ignorant that they are beyond realizing how stupid and ignorant they are. Everyone is fucking brainwashed and addicted to their mindless, bullshit, distractions. Finding someone to have an intelligent conversation with is like winning the lottery. Fuck.

So those are the big three, I suppose. Now, solutions and why they won't work.

1. Kill myself - This seems like the best option, but everyone will be sad and I won't get the chance to be happy, even if it seems unlikely anyway.

2. Flee the country - The girlfriend doesn't really like this idea. My loan debt will go and fuck my parents in the ass, essentially throwing away everything they've ever worked for. I love them and they've done too much for me for me to do that to them.

3. Hope that all this bullshit I've been and am being fed actually isn't bullshit... In that case, I should work my ass off and try my hardest to succeed and live the American dream (fucking lol). Maybe I'll die old with my wife in a home that I own and have great-great-grand children. Happily ever after kinda shit, ya know?

But how fucking likely is that? I don't even want that.

Couldn't think of what to say next so I guess I'm done for now. It's so fucking stupid I can't even wrap my mind around it.
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Dave · Apr 23, 2014

He's entitled to his opinion, you're absolutely free to refute him.

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