Well basically I've been working really hard on runescape to achieve a goal I quite wanted in a very long time. This consisted me killing 600 frost dragons per day to acquire this along with killing/camping other monsters for extra change along the day. I took me about 1-2 months to get enough money for torva. Once I achieved that goal, I've been laying off runescape. Been looking for jobs and been really studying. This detracted me away from my close friends in real life and on the internet. I regret spacing them out to complete this goal, but this is far from the sad part.
My aunt suffers from winged scapula in the worst kind of stage. She has the insurance to cover it but she was about $300 off and the god damn surgeon who was doing the surgery didn't agree to down payments which is absolutely fucking bullshit, eh? This woman watched me while my mother had to work and I saw her a lot in my life and I wasn't working at the time and my heart sank. She called me telling me how much the pain hurts her and that exercises do not help, but only increase the pain she endures. Being the nice guy I am and since I wasn't really into runescape at the time as I completed my goal I decided to sell the gp on my account... After selling everything I came with about 730m.. I kind of cried inside when I realized that I needed to sell this. Once I ended up selling this to a great guy with excellent service I withdrawn the money and sent the cash via mail to my aunt..
She was ecstatic when she received the money and more than relieved. She should undergo surgery by next week, but there's still that spot in my mind, not in my heart telling me I made a big mistake. Now that summer is here and my plans were basically set back because I had to stay here and help my family that I would probably end up playing runescape again. I honestly do not care so much about the money, but the effort and time put into it.
My mother was quite surprised that the game I basically wasted my life on helped me out by giving me what I put in. I also feel weird for breaking the rules of runescape.. Now I realize this is a black market website, but I haven't actually real world traded up until now. I tried doing it before, but it failed and set me back. I have this demeanor which is currently nasty right now. I just need to know what I did was right. I was told by my family and many close friends that I am a life savor, but I always look back and see the time I wasted. I value my time, and the outcome of it. I basically wasted 2 months of my life I'm unable to get back and surely didn't enjoy.
What do you think?
