Hey Sythe,
I've been feeling a bit down lately, I don't have loads and loads of friends in real life but I have a fair bit on online ones.
A few months ago I joined an online clan for MW2, everyone was nice to me and shit until I started talking to one of the admins. He turned out to be a 15 year old cunt with the mind of a 12 year old and was one of those people who goes 'religion is for idiots' now I don't have anything against people who don't believe in god, but when he keeps bashing me like that it really pisses me off. And in the end he abused his powers to kick me out plus he is now telling other people to remove me from their friends and he orders them to hate me also. Some of them don't like doing it and overall the whole clan is just corrupted. The other admins don't even do anything about it.
But that's not what the problem is, what it is is that I've been depressed since the day I was kicked, and I shouldn't be. They're just people I know online and stuff but I always get sad whenever I see someone who kept me on their friends sign on and stuff. I mean I shouldn't be sad about this yet I am, I've tried to get out more and stuff but at the end of the day they're all I think about and it's honestly just annoying that I can't move on.
I don't really know if I want to look for another clan, as the same thing could happen again and I don't want to go through with that.
Does anyone have advice for me on this? I know I need to move on and they're just people online but I just can't stop thinking about how unfairly I was kicked.
