Confessions of a cleansed, new man.

Hello Sythe staff and members,
I'm making this thread to confess the years of idiotic things I've done, after finishing a rehabilitation program, and also coming clean with the horrible things I've done outside of the online world as well, I owe this to the community, and for dear old friends I lost in the process of my blind greed and addictions.


To start off, I would like to confess to the ban evasions, and please, if I missed anything feel free to add it because I have spent the past few months specifically trying to forget the things I've done so I can move on with my life and make sure they never occur again.

There is an endless list of things I've done wrong and people I've wronged/scammed and I can't begin to name them, the list is absurd and I hate myself for the things I've done.

Ban Evasions:
Sellinanbuyinrsgold (phishing,fraud,scamming, etc.)
X Static Pk ^
Hah Yea ^
Prince 1337
Juices12
Elite Prince
(I can't remember others, but I have a sad feeling that there are).

Before I begin with the rest, I would like to sincerely, from the bottom of my heart apologize to the following list of people that I had betrayed out of desperation, addiction, greed and survival instincts, for fear of losing my home, family, friends and everything else.

#1. Shin/Unb4nn3d <3 Alex (Old friend of mine who made me want to turn a new leaf so many times but I wasn't able to pull it off at the time, due to lack of dedication, immaturity and mental issues.

Alex.... Where to begin..... I fucked up really bad man. I loved spending time with you on skype calls just chillin or playing league/rs/BBB. I'll never forget you man. I am truly sorry for what I did to betray your trust after you helped me return from the ashes.

#2. Fallen One/Conner (From BigBoiBets.com)
I betrayed your trust, I used you and I'm sorry. If I was able to pay you back I would, even to this day I am still repaying the debts of thousands of dollars I had lost from my gambling addiction.

#3. Dylan/Fivebots
Even though you used to annoy me, I'm sorry for the many things I've done to you, including ddosing when we were into the stupidity of Tashi's phishing days.

#4. Time To Buy/Soul Rich + (Warcraft/Shawnty/Falc)
I lied about paying them off and scamming them. Soul Rich/other Stake of W54 admins, refunded them and I owe them on their behalf.

#5. Many Sythe members/staff I have wronged.

In total I have scammed over 500B Rs3 gold, or in $ value, around $100K irl in my entire RS career.
I am not stating this to brag, I am stating this for awareness and being honest, and to not hide anything.

I have held this heavy burden of someone that I am truly not for over 8 years. I developed an addiction to Runescape at the age of 12, I was in foster care and felt like the world owed me everything and that I wasn't wrong for doing the things I had done as I was lying to myself and believing my own lies for far too long .

I honestly have turned a new leaf, and the first step of that is admittance, and acceptance of the things I've done. I know I can't fix the past, and If I had the money to repay those I have wronged, (several thousands players) I would. I barely make it by even today, and I struggle with holding a place to live after quitting the fraud, scamming, phishing, and other horrible things I've done.

I have been clean from ALL FORMS of gambling for over 3 months now. I was battling constant mental issues including depression, anxiety, PTSD, and Multiple personality disorder/Bi-Polar disorder.

My biggest fear was that once I had started, there was no turning back, and I had believed that for the longest time, until I hit absolute rock bottom and was arrested for the crimes I had commited.

I was given a chance to confess to them and attempt to fix some of the things I had done, as I wish I could but I know it isn't possible to fix them all, or track down every member or remember all the names of those I have wronged throughout the years of my life.




THIS IS NOT A PARDON, I DO NOT DESERVE TO BE ALLOWED BACK HERE AND I KNOW THIS, I AM POSTING THIS IN HOPES TO RECEIVE A LIST FROM THE HELP OF THE SYTHE.ORG STAFF (SPECIFICALLY SHIN HOPEFULLY) WHO I CAN START TO REPAY WHEN I CAN AFFORD TO, AS I'VE BEEN LIVING PAYCHECK TO PAYCHECK SINCE THE DAY I QUIT GAMBLING/SCAMMING AND COMMITTING FRAUD.

I have given up my car, my home, and my life, to where I am dedicating it towards fixing the things I've done, so I may one day become a new, cleansed and pure of heart man.


Thank you for all you did for me Shin/Conner(Fallen One) you were my idols and I always wanted to be like you, even though I still suck at league Alex...

 

Requested a DNT for you until we can figure things out.

 

@Shin let me know if you want to review this or want others to help as well - he seemed to be a close friend of yours.

 

A list of your scams/ban reasons etc from what I could find so far

Srb
Reporting Sellinanbuyinrsgold
Sellinanbuyinrsgold - $160 of Chargebacks
Reported Post by Yousuckv2
Requesting SRB please

Feel free to dig up others too @ staff

 

This report: Srb
Sportsplayer scammed: sportsplayer12 scammed me 150m

Sportsplayer doesn't deserve to get paid back, so when you're paying back scam victims pay back Aspect instead.

 

Some additional scams

sellinanbuyinrsgold chargeback $78

Computer infected with a RAT Astrolas behind it and Story.

And I'm sure there are more. Just go through your PayPal history to see which people you charged back.

 

Just wanting to point out something,
Confessions of a cleansed, new man.

^ the reply at the bottom regarding additional scams, has some false information.

Pok3rwhatever the guys name is, isn't me..

The victim of that scam simply listed a thread that I had made at the time, which was actually not true at all.

Long story short, the link to that pokerdeveloper guy isn't me, and is someone totally different, plz remove it .

 

@Astro,
I closed out my Paypal accounts/no longer have access to them and I owe Paypal credit $1700 too.

going back through my PP won't be an option In other words sadly.
can someone contact Void Kills for me? I think he was also a victim of my scams.

Also, Overzelouz or whatever his name is, owes me 200M 07 dice payout from his ''hack'' and i was scrolling through old posts and saw he made a pardon, so plz make sure to add this to his ban reason and make him pay off some of my victims in order to return as it's owed to me.

 

That $1700 are all scams though right? If you really want to make things right, you'll have to refund that and regain access to your PP.

 

@Astro,
Re: the $1700 Paypal Credit, that isn't from scams, that is a legitmate line of credit between myself and Paypal directly, I borrowed money from them like any other credit company (or credit card) and I bought a gaming laptop and other items through Ebay which I no longer have as I sold them to pay my rent and bills.


Also plz remove that Pokerdeveloper from the list you have of scams I need to repay, as that isn't relevant nor was it even a scam I had done, that was Astrola supposedly according to that report and I've never even seen that thread before until someone put it on the list.

 

@Prince 1337 update?

 

That's the definition of a scam. Borrowing money and then not repaying it.

 

@Astro @Chloe @Prince 1337
given that there's been no update on this, can we reban prince? there's nearly $2k outstanding here with no recent attempts to repay as far as i can tell

 

Prince hasn't been on, I'd like to give him the chance to at least respond and start clearing his debt, if he doesn't within a week or so I'd say re-ban since he wouldn't have kept his promise.

 

ok fair enough

 

Prince has failed to do what he promised - closing this thread and banning him.