Opening Up

I posted this here in hopes to get serious responses instead of in the spam forum where it would more then likely be trolled.






So I will start at the beginning about 6 months ago I joined Sythe. I introduced myself and stated who I was and somethings about me. I also stated that I had a family member that had used this site and recently stopped using it. I was very upfront about that. Well non the less people were very nice to start for the most part. Then about after 72 hours they found out who my cousin was and the biggest storm from hell that I have ever seen happened. I was literally on every thread in the spam forum people calling me a man, e whore, cunt, slut, every name you could possibly think of I was being called. So after that to prove I am was who I said I was I was asked to cam on tiny chat.

So I got on chat and cammed with n4n0 and a few others. Laptop was there as well. (Also wanted to take a moment to apologize for making that sign was immature of me you are right.) Anyways well that wasn't good enough for some people so I had a few skype conversations with people like Dave and Grave and Corey. I skyped a lot with n4n0 as well. Well that still wasn't good enough the storm continued. I then made signs for people with their names on them like DJ and n4n0 and Corey and Grave I even got to the point to where I made a youtube video of me and posted it. It's not about the attention like everyone seemed to think that wasn't the goal the goal was to just be accepted. So none the less the storm finally died down after about a month I would say.


Well the occasional pop up here and there which I guess when you have shared the same IP as someone it will come up. Well now 6 months later it has re surfaced the storm I thought was gone has now been re awakened. Now no matter what I say there will always be people who have their doubt's I can't control that but what I can do is do my best to end the doubts. First and foremost I don't share an IP with him any longer and I haven't for months I moved out and in with some roommates. I have proved that I am who I say I am. Also when it comes to terms for being grammatically correct I know I am not the best but that doesn't mean that I sound like him. I would say 85-90% of sythe types and sounds the same so I don't understand how that is even relevant. Look guys I know I may not always make the most thought out posts so people may take it as spam and or that I am un intelligent which some of it is "spam" you could say but I am not doing it to spam I am just trying to stay active and be part of the community. If it really bothers everyone that much I will make sure my posts are more well thought out from now on and that my grammar is correct for the most part.

Also another thing that I need to address why I am doing this is the spam forum and you guys are right I do seem to take the spam forum to seriously and I apologize I guess it just gets old from now on I will do my best in order to stop taking it so seriously and realize that it is spam/flaming to an extent. I love this community and I have done my best to be active in it but if you guys honestly don't want me here and you feel like I do more harm then good then I will honor your requests and I will leave. I think about the community first and if that is what you guys want as a community then I will do it. Just know that I always do my best to put the community first no matter what anyone may think or say that is the truth. I am not perfect I will never claim to be no one is perfect but I do my best. I just wanted to say honestly if you took the time to read this I hope you did so with an open mind and you realize that I am not him.


I also just wanted to give a special thanks to the friends that I do have and for being by my side through the good and the bad times.

 

I've never really had a problem with you, although the "spamming/stating the obvious" does bother me sometimes. And what other things annoy me, I tend keep to myself, and do not let my personal feelings and emotions reflect on my posts (whether it be in the spam forum or outside the spam forum). If drama pops up, and if it doesn't affect me in anyway, I tend to stay neutral on most things. Anyways good read I guess--I plan on updating this post later when I have more free time...

 

You're welcome.

 

Not going to lie that annoys me as well.
Half your posts are just not thought out at all, if you change that then you're rolling girl. ~

 

I have never seen you on any pic around here. you said you were on cam with n4n0.
Did you also show your face on cam? I don't think so.

Anyway, the only reason i hate you is because you once reported me for TWC which was given unfairly.

 

i don't think it's you that most people don't like but more or less how you got your start, i personally have no problem with you, and i think you know that


However, the obvs fake trades between you and grave are unacceptable.

 

I'm kinda new here so i just say what i want to say. First i have nothing against you, you seem to be a helpfull and a good person in my PoV, i really don't know you, so that means i have nothing to judge against you. What bothers me is your attitude (just my opinion), you come abit harsh sometimes on the comments you put into. I don't see you as a slut,whore whatever people would call you for any reason. I accept you as a person being, girl, boy that doesn't bother me at all. Spam forum is going nowhere but for me it doesn't care me at all, i understand if people keep calling you insulting words and it's really anoying. I'm sure you can be a great person to talk with


PS: my grammar isn't the best, sorry if i said something that you don't agree with, it's just what i wanted to say.

 

To be honest, i'm not overly bothered. Yes, the extensive stating the obvious can get annoying, but alot of things annoy me here on Sythe, primarily certain moderators.

On the topic of the spam forum. It's gone to shit, and it's full of retards these days anyway. Gone are the decent days.

 

I've always liked you

 

To be honest, as punjabi pointed out. Did purple smurf ever prove who they were? And if not how can you prove you're not purple smurf? When nobody knows who he/she was.

Not to be rude, but because of that I will never trust you.
You're doing ok.

 

I don't think people care if you are a guy or girl, well I don't lol. I think people were more intrigued that Purple Smurf disappeared as soon as you came, and hence people assuming you are him/her, and vice versa.

Not bothered really.

 

Believe it or not those trades weren't faked. I was actually required to provide proof of the trades happening I had to show all of the transactions to N4N0.

Yes I actually did show my face on camera multiple times. Also there were many pictures of me floating around here for a while. I also wanted to apologize for trying to get you the TWC. I was new and unsure and I freaked out.

I was actually asked the same thing when I first joined and I don't recall who was all in the chat I believe it was laptop and N4N0 and I believe Dialatic was there as well don't remember who else but me and my cousin actually got on camera together when I was living with them in order to prove we are two separate people.

 

Leave this thread you shemale.

I also just wanted to give a special thanks to the friends that I do have

Elena thanks for the shoutout gurl ^ (L)

good thing you made this post so u can shut up these idiots lmfao.

 

good read. don't worry elena, i forgive you for being, and i quote "a royal bitch"
you're welcome i was always there for you

edit: fuck you schoolboy, that was my shoutout.

 

well obvsly money changed hands, but even a blind man could see you two were just swapping the same gold back and fourth.

 

I will allow you to keep your opinion I don't want to turn this thread into a spamming thread. Trying to stay on topic you are perfectly allowed your opinion though.

 

I used to cam with Elena on Tinychat when she first joined since Purple Smurf and I were buds. I've seen them both together, I've texted both of their different cellphones at the same time, I've heard them speak, etc.

But trolls will be trolls.

 

I'm new and I avoid the spam forum for the most part except when my homie schoolboy is in the fray. Regardless of that whenever I see you, you seem to be doing something to better the community. People hate on you for your grammar yet I am unable to notice errors in your posts. If the worst thing they can find is your grammar you're doing well. As far as your joining and whatever is going on there I cannot comment. I don't know you that well but from what I gather from your posts you receive way more hate than you deserve. Just my outside opinion.

 

As someone who talked to both of them all the time around that timeframe, I'll just clarify that for you.

Basically what those vouches were was Grave being a moron trying to get pussy. He sold gold to Elena for usually less or the same as what he was buying for, which is why she bought so much from him and hence the vouch count. It was really funny, actually.

 

which then was sold back to him, back to her, buidling her rep/vouches.

which still makes my point valid, even if she din't know what was going on.