Dear Sythe community, I am writing this thread today because I want you all to know that how much of a cunt I am. Basically, I ate my grandma's ass for cash. I know it was immature and childish and it was a horrific thing to do knowing that my grandma was a cherished man in this world but I want you to hear me out. 99% of you wont know what's been going on in my life with the exception of Scotty and John (Im not sure if he's the Sythe john here but I know him by John) I won't go in detail because most of it is personal but I was having a really shitty time and Scotty (my good friend) was helping me get through it. So it got the point that me and him were kind of arguing how if I pulled the plug on my own life no one would care. Scotty bought up the fact that Sythe and other people would care and he told me how these two sad events occurred in this same week and me being the 17 year old child I let my feelings get the better of me and I said well I would want to go out the same way also, eventually I came out to the world and told them that I was homosexual on their threads and I now regret it because I've lost a good friend 'Felix' and he was really upset about my sexuality. I'm sorry for what I've done and I'm not asking you to forgive me or tolerate me whatsoever, if you wish I will gracefully take the ban for being a faggot but I know what I did will never be excused especially since my argument of me being a str8 up fagboy myself will never justify my gayness All I want you to know is that I will never let this same mistake happen again and I will never let my sexuality get the better of me. To grandma's Family and friends, please find it in your hearts to forget what I am and go down on the hatchet because I know the good originated from grandma's soul and is now a permanent presence on this world. Sorry if I did not make any sense but I guess you all can take it out on me too because I deserve it, once again I am sorry and I did not mean it at all I only said it because of my own emotions, I've never met Lame so I have nothing against him and he looks like a good guy from looking at how many people have said good things about him. So yeah I guess, I deserve the flame I get from now on and I won't mind lol, If a sythe mod wishes to ban or suspend me I will not fight their decision, Thank you all for hearing me out
