It's something you have to grow out of. Get an appetite for something else. Take some risks and go to parties/events and get used to that lifestyle. If you stay away long enough the hunger won't come back, it shouldn't come back. Rs is the biggest waste of time. What benefits or accomplishments do you get from it? None, only inside the game which helps you with nothing in reality. It's something that degrades you morally and socially. Keeping yourself inside for hours endlessly with only the thought of playing rs will completely fuck up your mindset. Stay away, don't become that dull, hopeless, self-conscious kid all because of a game. We live in NY baby, there's always something to do. Considering your in your sophomore year you're probably 15-16 and still have that childish love for it, but just keep away. Do socially active things, Rs doesn't help you in any way, even if you have friends on there they're not helping you in anyway as their just as fucked lol. Reality is where you should be consuming that beautiful time.