I don't see the relation between growing up and leaving Sythe. Sythe.org has taught me a lot about life, religion, ethics, how to avoid being tricked, how to tell which people actually care about being your friends and not people who just want to get something out of you, and a lot more. The immature people on this site I use as a reference point to see how far I've come. I've lost millions of rsgp, accounts, and sythe accounts off the scammers of this site, yet I still return because it's got so much to teach me. I used to think like you did, that life was all about drinking and meeting girls and even trying to be a good person for god. You're about where I was when I arrived here. I'd never leave this site until I felt like it had nothing more to offer me. So far, that point is long in the distance.