Getting scammed for my 20m day after free-trade released, literally killed me inside and made me depressed and feel like shit.
After finding out this free trade could benefit me I got up to 50m bank, then my brother got lured on my account and lost it all, this actually brang a tear to my eye and once again - killed me.
With my last 5m I eventually turned it into over 1.6b at peak over 3-4 months of hanging out in dicing clans gambing slowly but surely, I got my first partyhat, such an amazing feeling, after owning this partyhat for 24 hours I just felt bored my RS dream was over so I sold it and began being stupid.
I placed a 100m wage straight up and lossed (my biggest ever wage)
I was crushed and felt stupid and took a massive risk which was in my favour....
I then done 200m wage, lossed, 400, lossed, then done my remaining 900m, and lossed, I was obviously annoyed and sad, but no where near as much as when I lost the 20m or 50m, strange eh.
I look back and feel like a moron nearly crying at the age of 15 over that, meh, it is what it is.