Worst 4 days of my life...

Every time I think something is going right in my life, something bad happens. This is probably the last time I will post on Sythe since so many of my friends have quit the past few years it feels like everyone left, banned, inactive, or w/e.

Day 1: My best friend makes out with the girl he knew I was going to ask out. I buy a longboard $550.

Day 2: I go to my work high on MDMA to ask for more hours of my boss, which I get... and I steal a few pizzas and leave. I offer 2 random dudes some pizza and we eat it and smoke weed then walk to a payphone and a guy jumps us. He asks us to give him money or get money for him in a very "do-it-or-else" sort of way. We say we don't got shit and when he asks us if we can go home to our parents and get money I say "Are you joking?!?!" and he punches me a few times and tries beating me with my longboard but I run away to ESSO call 9-11 a bunch of cops come. I have to tell all the cops what happened, and I'm dripping in sweat because I over-worked myself and I was high on MDMA which was really sketchy.

Day 3: I wake up go on a walk to smoke weed infront of some buskers and share with a guy who looks like wolverine - I tell him this and he laughs and says his friends call him that. We talk about drugs, computers, business - he seems like he has great contacts and can even get me the drug I've been looking for years - DMT. We smoke weed and talk all day and walk around town he keeps giving me free shit like cigs, food, anything. He promises me some very pure cocaine tommorow.

Day 4: Go to the dudes house score 1g of blow for $60 and it was as good as he said it was. We decided to do all the lines together and we ended up doing about 2.5g each and 2 pills of MDA, way more than I had paid for. We research and learn random shit on the computer together and at one point we're at wikipedia I ask him if there's anything he wants me to search he says "Sexual Identitification" and puts his hand on my leg.

I said "woah sorry dude that makes me uncomfortable; sorry if I gave the wrong impression I'm not gay."

he says "I'm not gay either, I'm bi".

I say "well I'm just not interested in men."

he says "how do you know until you experience it."

I'm like "dude it's late I was supposed to be gone awhile ago I think now's a good time for me to leave"

he says "c'mon please come in the bed with me"

nd we ramble and talk for atleast another half hour, normally I'd just leave but he had an aggressive look on his face and he was a extremely fit guy (+coke) and he could have ripped me in two. By the end of the conversation he seemed to think I just didn't want to try it right now, but I might another time. He knows my address (we stopped by my appartment) and my cell. I blocked his number but IDK if I should send him a text saying never to contact me again or something... or if that will make him mad.

I'm so scared I'm actually thinking of moving. I'm really stressed and I realized I am now extremely homophobic (I never had a problem with gays before this). I quit drugs because I am in such a depressed state that I don't want to make it worse by getting high then crashing hard. Every night I walk home from my new graveyard shift at work (wouldnt have the extra hrs if i hadnt got high) I get nervous just walking past people no matter what they look like. I've never been more miserable in my life.
FML

EDIT: also I have a hole directly through the tip of my tongue which has swelled up and turned black-ish blue at the end (from the guy who jumped us) :'(

 

At what point were you raped?

 

the part where he touched my leg... *scarred for life*

 

Nice little story you have created there.
Now you see everyone this is what happens when your mum has been around the block.

 

I didn't create it... brandon I told you I would be doing coke that night. This story aint no joke .

 

Wow, if this means anything I verify this story is entirely true. I tl;dr'd it on my first post until he MSN'd me.

Seth if I could recommend anything it would be tell him to stop calling you. If anything gets sketchy definitely call the police

 

Very good advice, and I will do it through text I just can't bare to hear his voice I think I'd hang up. Thanks.

 

Silly! You should not..